well, last night frank and i were arguing about something assinine and stupid. it was like half-argument-half-discussion. finally i couldn't remember what my point was or why i felt so passionate about it and i stopped baring my teeth at him, and i laid down on the floor next to him and started talking. and we talked and talked and talked....until ( Read more... )

will being mad at me is really bugging me. i don't know if i'm more angry about it, or more confused. whatever.

fuck. just fuck.

i want a hamster. you know, to cheer me up. i've been really down for the past few weeks and now frank is randomly mad at me so i feel even worse. will is mad at me too. great. i'm so freaking cool, i make everyone mad. anyway, i asked my mom for a hamster and all she did was yell at me and remind me that i'm a loser and i'm not good enough. i feel ( Read more... )

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. i miss her, and i hate it. i didn't before. or i did i was too confused and apathetic to notice. but now it hurts, and i don't want to deal with anymore hurt.


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hi. i saw braveheart tonight. good movie. i want the soundtrack ( Read more... )

last night was fun. yay.

i work almost every day this week. yay.

seeing francis tonight. yay.

mooooo.

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i never thought it would come to this.
never thought i'd see the day when i laid a hand on her.
he says "good for you"
i say good for me too
but it's the look in her eyes i'll never forget