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Feb 25, 2009 10:41

25 random things about me

1. I love to sing. I often make up my own little songs and I have been doing that since I was 5.
2. I came out when I was 14 but I accidentally came out to everyone at 15 when I was on the front page of the local newspaper.
3. I wanted to be a minister but not until I was 45 because no one really takes you seriously as ( Read more... )

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miriamjoyce February 26 2009, 19:12:03 UTC

10. Interesting. How would you describe them?
16. Ah, for the days when I was a cute college girl. ;>
22. Me tooooooo!

You rock.

response lizardsmae February 26 2009, 21:45:25 UTC

32 suicide attempts. Except for once I was seriously trying to leave this planet, this life behind. There were 2 when I was 14 both having to do with my emerging lesbianism. The one when I was 17 was a cry for help. I was working 30 hours a week, going to school 30 hours a week and doing all the extra curricular things that make you a candidate for an ivy league school. I was just overwhelmed and had a hard time asking for help. When I sent away from college on forced medical leave and then my girlfriend drank herself into an abortion I had two years of nearly continuous suicide attempts, sometimes 2 or 3 in a week. This accounts for about 25 or so attempts. I met shelly and got out of my mothers house I had 2 suicide attempts in CT with her about a year or so apart. It was just very hard to get through a depression start enjoying myself and then six months later start getting depressed again. Since I moved to san diego seven years ago I have had about 3. Spaced again more than a year apart. Also just sick of doing the ( ... )