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[lizayzay]

i dont even have a best friend anymore..life is so empty without someone to rely on all the time. the closest to having a best friend that i have is stefanie..not trying to offend anyone else..but shes the only person i actually hang out with who listens to my problems as much as i listen to hers, and talks to me about things the only thing is i

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[pinkheartsx0]

yeah thats alrite. i mean i know i dont sit with yall at lunch, but i try my best. thats okay that u dont consider me as a good friend. i mean i doubt i even did anything to make your life better obviously

youve been really different towards me lately i dont know what i did to you but you know how i am. you say im mean but if i am you know i dont mean to be. and i always try and help you out tho but i guess it wasnt good enough for you.

[lizayzay]

i did NOT say i didnt consider you a good friend..i said i didnt consider you a BEST friend. and when we were so close and it all of the sudden stops just like katie and around the same time it doesnt feel good, i dont know if you know how it feels but maybe the reason ive been different to you lately is because i feel like im talking to heather most of the time and i want to talk to YOU

[_heartlikeagun_]

well im sry liz ive tryed to be a friend to you and make plans but you just seem to busy hanging out with almost the same person(s) every weekend. i hate putting this in lj, but you know..we never talk right

[lizayzay]

everyones taking this the wrong way..i didnt say none of us were friends i said none of you guys were my BEST friends..and yeah i know we never talk but thats not all my fault..we both have really different ideas on what we should tell eachother so we dont talk i guess..and i hang out with the same people because they make plans with me?

[x3_steffii]

thank you liz =] that made me smile (even though i was smiling already from the two packs of sweettarts i ate earlier haha) i`m sorry all of this is happening now. you don`t deserve it. you`re a good person. i`m sorry we don`t hang out alot, but whenever something happens, or you just want someone to hang out with, you can always come here. i`m glad we`re friends. you have no idea how much you mean to me. i might of been mad at that whole lil thing with aaron, but now that i realized why you did it i`m happy you did it. i wouldn`t of been able to tell him myself and then i`d get madder and madder and stuff. lmao i`m watching grease and they did this weird dance thing. john travolta was hott back then. now he`s old and fat lmao. but anyways back to the subject. people are cruel. i don`t know how anyone could just stop talking to someone who is supposely their best friend. it`s horrible. if you need anything just ask. don`t be afraid. you`ve been there through thick and thin for me and i love you so much. if it wasn`t for you and cassie

[lizayzay]

i dunno sometims i could swear i miss hanging out with people a lot more than they miss hanging out with me, i hate changes, i hate them so much. especially when everythings great and BAM one person changes and it changes all of us..people think ive gotten more mean or something but really im just trying to get out of the social scenario..i dunno i want to hang out with some new people and hope everything settles down while im gone. youre really the only person whos taken their time to look from my point of veiw for awhile and decide that maybe i have a reason for the way ive been acting..and acting is the key word..my lifes been an act and thats about all lately, i always want to break down in school and stuff but i dont want the attention that brings with it, i dont want attention and the people who im losing probably think thats what i want. it could DEFINATELY seem that way from someone elses point of veiw..but if you want to make me feel better MAKE plans with me, dont say sorry or be like aw or be like blahablah man that sucks

[lilmichellee]

I'm sorry Liz hope things get better for you.. High school's a BIG CHANGE.. Love ya..

[lizayzay]

thanks michelle

well

[vo2x]

i might not count as being a best friend, a good friend or even a semi-friend at all but you can always talk to me. i know i havent seen you in a long time and i live like an hour away and all, but you still matter to me and i try to be understanding if you have something you want to tell me.

im sure if i lived closer to you, it would be much different.

Adam

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[lizayzay]

you are a really good friend to me and im sorry i forgot you. i was thinking mostly school people but now i do remember that i have great friends outside of school and thanks adam, it would be different if we were closer