i'm having one of those days where i have no friends.

you are always my friend outside of school. but then when i see you at school, you try your best to not talk to me, not be seen with me, and not associate with me. it's your pride. you are too proud. you are too full of yourself. being seen with me might hurt your social status. but you know what, you hurt me. this isn't the first time this ( Read more... )

so i was all excited for ap music theory because i thought it would be an interesting class where i actually learn something ( Read more... )

i just went to the page that only has your own entries and i forgot that is what i clicked on. when the page came up i scrolled down and read my entry with my schedule. it says: "everyone seems to be posting their schedule so i will too" or something like that and i'm like, whoa! thats almost exactly what i said. then i looked at the first class ( Read more... )

everyone seems to be posting their schedule and i don't feel like finding mine right now but i can tell you that you don't have any classes with me. unless you are in:

spanish 2 serafa either 4a or 4b
ap music theory
band
jazz band
bel canto
rohde's seminar

so yeah, the only one any of you are in is bel canto. lauren is in that.

i hate it when people who are your friends always seem to like you until you are at school. then they ignore you. they pretend to either not see you, or ignore you. if you ask them something, they give one word answers. they seem to look right past you. i am a loser. associating with me will hurt your social status. you may even be ( Read more... )

so last night as i performed my habitual rituals of preparation for my nightly slumber, which defaultually occur in my restroom, i happened to glance at my reflection in the mirror. and much to my surprise, my hair appeared to be not red, redish brown, or any other red tinted color that has been the norm since i dyed my hair, but blonde. i guess ( Read more... )

sucks. a lot. i hate it. we march back and forth and back and forth forever and ever oh my gosh i hate it ( Read more... )

so i met this guy at camp. i think i put that in another entry. anyway, we went to the camp dance together and we kissed and then when we left we promised to call each other. he lives in ann arbor and goes to huron high school. anyway, that is kind of far away and i dont want a relationship with him because i wouldn't be able to see him that ( Read more... )

i got home from camp yesterday afternoon. it was fun and stuff. i made a lot of new friends. i was in the gold jazz band, which is the top jazz band at camp. i thought that would be great, but quite honestly, they sucked. totally. not everyone sucked, but most people sucked. especially at sight reading. wow. wow wow wow. they are supposed ( Read more... )