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no more crying...
id rather die alone.
laugh if you want
but i still hung up the phone.

wentand saw the movie click last night. it was pretty good i liked it alot. kinda corny buthilarious. welli gotmy bed frame in the mail today so imgona go put it together

why do u pretend i dont exsist? why do you not anwser? why do you act as if im not still around? why do i still lov eyou? why do i still care? why do i feel liek i shoudlnt let go ? is it really over? is it a game im unaware of? i just want you t obe normal. i want you tell me exactly how you feel with out playign stupid mind games, or mumbling, or ( Read more... )

6 days

im here. and that about it

so went to farmington last night. hmmm then i had dance practice this morning. and i have to write a stupid skit for the pageant that is totally not happeningi because i have writers block. i work tonight which is goign to suck. my dad got my computer hooke dup in my room so im happy. its cool cuz i hav emy chair that is really high up ( Read more... )

its time to just let go... i had a dream about falling last night. and somewhere in there i punched a girl. very odd. hmmmm just to fall. i wanna give up what i feel but thats sorta hard cuz its in my chest. its buried beneath bones,nerves,vains,and goooooooooey. lots of people yelling at me lately. today my mom bitched out cuz i dunno. and ended ( Read more... )

i keep thinking a lot alot about him. maybe it will go away eventually. hmmm. crazyness lately. i have to work which is a;sdjal;ksjfajfa/. hmmmmmmmmmm i re did my room . i lov eit so much . so much more me. no more bunnies and purple. it is black . with red. and audrey hepburn sp? love leee neeesssss.