Last night was alesana,greeley estates,&drop dead gorgeous at the Hayloft. Very fun. Met some nice kids. I love Kayla&Colin. We are a riot.

There is about 1milion things going on in my head. Im really stressing about school. I have a take home test due in ehhh 6 hours, fractol drawing, shit load of missing work in Anatomy, and make sure my US ( Read more... )

Ive been feeling a lot better.

I dont feel anything when we hang out. I dont feel happy, sad, or infinite. I dont get the feeling that we can conqure the world like I do like I am with others. Thats probably why I really dont enjoy hanging out with you that much. But you will never really know or figure it out because I can hide it so well. I ( Read more... )

This is the worst Ive ever been. I feel horrible and confused. I need to stop dwelling on the past. The past is what is killing me the most right now. I dont know what I want with anything. I need to calm down for awhile. I need to figure myself out before I let anyone else. I need to do all of these things, but Im not sure where to start. I need ( Read more... )

Seriously, fuck you ( Read more... )

Tonight I'm wrapped up in him.
We find each other under blankets as warm as summer.
We are inseperable.
Our bodies know what they're for and we give in
We explore each other, desperate for something inseperable.

I fell WAY too hard for him.

Im starting to find my center

Life is great at this very moment. I have everyone I need. Ive been working so hard to get to this point in my life, it feels so good to have it all pay off.
I think I know what I wanna go to school for, and a possible college. Mary and I are working on getting a fashion and design class for next year. Theres nothing that makes me happier than ( Read more... )

I will no longer sugar coat anything. I will no longer bite my tongue because some 'weak' person cant handle the truth. I will no longer feel sorry for people who arent mature enough to deal with life and the easily preventable and undesirable situations they welcome with open arms. I will no longer offer you sympathy because the consequences of ( Read more... )

I miss Mary so much. I wanna be with her so bad right now. I wanna sit in the back art room and just complain laugh and make fun of each other. I wanna call her when I feel unsure of myself, and she would make me feel like I could do anything in the world. I wanna listen to her problems and give her the best advice I could come up with. I wanna ( Read more... )

Im not sure of this, I have the feeling inside of me again. That I never like.

I miss Liz&Lexi.

First tattoo today.

I hope this weekend goes as planned, the only thing that Im allowing nterupt it is hot guys.

Amazing weekend, with amazing people. I could spend my days with these people forever.

Friday Kayla Randy TJ Alex Britt Amanda Brian and myself went to Kaylas to play Family Feud with her family because her moms boyfriends daughter will be there everyother weekend.  If she wasnt such a bitch I think Id like her. Everyone left by 2 Kayla&I met Don up ( Read more... )