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[lizix]

i was reminded the other day of how alienated i am from other girls. of course i always feel weird around "normal" girls because i'm always too much of this or too much of that, this and that being boyish and vulgar. but, in particular, there's always been a class of girls from whom i've felt excluded, and strangely enough those girls are those who

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[heathbar]

it wasn't weird to read--i got you. is it weird that i think most girls feel that way? or maybe it's just "our kind" of girls.. thinking back to high school, other than our little girl groups or ib in general.. i feel like most of us were that way.

who knows?

i'm having to make an effort.. and a lot of it's my own doing.. my fake nice has caught up with me in the past. trying not to be fake anymore.. spent the summer learning about how spectacular honesty makes life.

anyway. i know what you mean, i think.

[lizix]

:) i'm glad someone understands. and i was going to add that on the other hand, the girls i am friends with are fantastic. it just seems weird that i'm great friends with a few (awesome) people, but for the most part, have a very distant relationship with everyone else :/ i don't know why most girls have to be so competitive and catty.

i've started to move away from being fake nice too, but mostly because i'm a lot more anonymous in college and don't see the same people all the time, haha

[lizix]

also, if/when you are in town you need to let me know so we can hang out!

[anonymous]

I think I understand more than you know

-Ai

ps: love you =]

[lizix]

ah, maybe this is why i'm friends with y'all!

love you too :D