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[lizmarie]

Even at my very best, when I give eveything I have and run at full speed I'm still only marginal at this. Things get lost, confused. Deadlines come and go. I rush and rush and am always behind. This isn't right for me. Lately I even find it hard to smile and make everything all right. Because it isn't. I'm twisted up, pulled in 1,000

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[grammardog]

I think MOST people are lost, even though they don't all look it. I find a little comfort in that...

[lizmarie]

Perhaps, perhaps... I think that for too long I've been one of the people who had it figured out. It's hard admitting that I really don't.

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[grammardog]

I've never had it figured out. It's still kind of hard to admit it, though.

[lizmarie]

Proof that all of us are just pretending. The only people who are really honest are the ones who lose it sometimes and cry and ask for help. Not the stubborn, self-sufficient ones. :)