my life has gone to absolute shit.

I have just recently been introduced to a website called fmylife.com. Its members have a sentence or two to describe a moment that has ruined their day and people can comment on it. It's fucking hilarious!! I came across one that inspired this post ( Read more... )

This weekend that has just passed has proved beyond a shadow of a doubt that I still have the ability to, without thought, drink in such access that it borders on self destructive behaviour. I have an addiction to alcohol so severe that, without pause, I was happy to steal two 26ers and a mickey of whiskey, and then use that alcohol to put me in ( Read more... )

have you ever felt overwhelmed? Ok stupid question, and cliche opening. Today i'm going to a class i haven't been to for the past 3 classes. When i get there i'll be surrounded by a bunch of people who have been together for a year and a half, and a teacher who's wondering how the hell I got there. I'm going to be the outcast, who has too much ( Read more... )

I'm taking a quick aside from my flex. I have a bunch of people who have randomly came together for a wasted Wednesday. I guess..... well i know i had to come on here to vent. I'm kicking it with a guy who i know's getting all comfortable and, most hurtfully, snuggling, with a girl I liked. Liked and made a play for even. I'm also here with another ( Read more... )

Today a random person on the bus decided to spark up a conversation with me about social development and the benifits of turning away from an economic perspective and stressing a more cultural and creative factor in allowing immigration. The whole interaction began with me rushing past him to get on my bus whole he held the door. He came onto the ( Read more... )

I haven’t been on this enough. Whatever enough is.... I don’t know if that’s a result of content-ness with my situation in life, or I’ve just kind of slipped into a lower standard of living. I really it’s the 1st, because scarily enough, i think I would be numb to it if it was in actuality the latter ( Read more... )

So it’s a new year. 3:30am 2009-01-06. My parents came back from their trip today. I feel like it should have been a more joyous occasion. I mean, I missed them and all, but I get the feeling that this is just the calm before the storm. It seemed like they couldn’t even wait to start ripping into me. Dissapointment about my marks, and them being ( Read more... )

For some reason I feel lost. I’m traveling a path but I don’t know where it leads, or even where I’d like it to ( Read more... )

My mom told me that she loves me today and that she was very proud of me. She says this everyday mind you, but I think today I finally got it. I don’t know if it was me having only two hours sleep, or her just catching me on the right wavelength of my bi-polar cycle, but it really hit home. I felt truly loved. It was a comforting feeling. My mom ( Read more... )