control is something out of my control.

[lizsatan]

Before I even get something I want, I already feel like I am losing it. I have the tendency of making myself sick over the idea that nothing good in my life can stay. Instead of enjoying what I have at the moment, I stutter and fall back on all of my previous preemptive failures. I fail myself and people I've met that I've genuinely given a shit

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[nicholebrutal]

awe darling, you're not the only one just remember that.
and that you'll always have a shoulder to vent on.
I promise <3