Living is like tearing through a museum. Not until later do you really start absorbing what you saw, thinking about it, looking it up in a book, and remembering - because you can't take it all in at once.

this year i had a epiphony. i cant afford to slack off anymore. the past 6 years i have been. and now. i wont. not with Xc. not with life or school ( Read more... )

im so tired. its like the 2nd week of school and i already have the worst sleeping pattern ever. i get to see andy labor day weekend. its going to be the last time i see him for a long time. and we'll be around with his parents the whole time. which is okay. i like them. i hope everything works out. with the trip. with us. with life. with school ( Read more... )

so. im not totally sure if i deserve andy as a boyfriend . he's so great and im not. im not all that great to barbara either. i just kind of..feel unworthy all of a sudden.

happy 4th

( i think i like today, i think its good )

so. i leave for europe today. that is whack. i hope i stay alive.

what if the earth didnt spin?
would things still constantly change?

i dont know how exactly i want to put this. or how deep i want to go ( Read more... )

i didnt know life could be such a pain in the ass

so. this weekend went by fast. pictures will be up soon. i have to goto work now though. im so tired. 4 hours of sleep. you know how it goes.
whatev.
love love and m0re lov-ah