i like that i no longer feel that anxious feeling like i'm missing something when i'm just hanging out at home. partly its because aaron whitlock called the cops on a party i was at, conveniently making any possible party opportunity not an option. but mostly because hey, we're all growing up, right? i can stand a few nights chillin with my mom ( Read more... )

i hate when i read entries where i'm sad. because i cant believe it. i know those feelings arent permenant so just for the record, for the next time i feel shitty ( Read more... )

im not gunna say i love the cast more than my friends because i dont. but theres something about being locked inside a building with these people for 8 hours that just makes me want to mount every individual one of them separately and efficiently. i hate that im a senior and took stuff like this for granted. im having SO MUCH FUN!!!!!!! FUN! ITS ( Read more... )

i thought i wanted mint chocolate chip ice cream with hot fudge but i was wrong. i'm gasy and bloated now. it tasted good but when i got to the bottom i accidentally got a huge mouthful of JUST hot fudge which i might have enjoyed any other day but it was just too much at this point.

i'm too upset to go on ask if you want details.

YOU GUYS PLEASE HELP ME IM SO SCARED FOR GREASE.

i cleaned trents room today. i feel so accomplished. its nice too. you should come see it. i cleaned the walls and dusted his tables and drums. i vacuumed (i should really know how to spell that by 12th grade) his carpet and his drum rug and helped him rearrange his furniture. it was a productive day ( Read more... )

i need to speak about something ( Read more... )

perfecto flu0ro: that ten year old ( Read more... )

after this week/weekend i'm not sure what i'm going to do to get myself through this. I WILL DO SOMETHING. and ITS GUNNA BE GOOD. BUT. im going crazy.

hug me. listen to me cry. but dont let me dwell too long. other people have problems. honestly its hard to see that when i feel like this but im not completely blind. just draw it out in me. please. ( Read more... )

i was so tired earlier and my mom thought i was sad ( Read more... )