i lose sense of home when i get wrapped up in someone and then when it's done nothing feels comforting. i am laying in someone elses bed in someone elses room. i feel so lost because that feeling of home doesn't exsist any longer when im in my own room ( Read more... )

im enjoying being friends with my most recent ex. i dont know why but it makes me feel so happy to hang out with her. even when she's bringing over a date she had earlier in the day. im just so happy to hang out and have her back in my life as a FRIEND.

do i come off as someone that doesn't like romance? well you are very incorrect if you think so. Yes, you are nice. so nice. but how come you are not romantic? I told you what i need now when can i expect this? i dont want to lose my feelings for us completely. if you "love" me like you said to me then why are you not sweet to me? I dont see the ( Read more... )

so she reassured me that it's not liek this girl and her are hanging out one on one so i guess i won't be suspicious anymore. and avoid what i hear from other people. then while im at work i find out she is home alone at this girls house, just the two of them, at liek 1 o clock in the morning. fuck that shit. i ended up getting a ride with dulce ( Read more... )

i feel like she is more interested in my room mates then me...why dont i feel like she likes me very much? i wish i would just know, you know? cause then i would know what to do with myself.

nov 27th

gawd she's so perfect. she fixed me up and made everything happy again. she gives me security. i no she is in love with me and its perfect. i forgot what i imaged love to be like until recently when she showed me. wow, she is so nice to me. i guess i got used to feeling like shit everyday with my last. this feeling is so amazing. i want her for ( Read more... )

why am i just randomly an ass hole? maybe i do it when i feel scared. i shouldnt be like that. shes gunna hate me. fuuck. love is a word and a feeling and a commitment... it was leaked last night. what am i getting into? i want this but for how long. she makes me think that i will change my mind and its scarying me everytime time says it that i ( Read more... )

im so stupid stupid stupid! why cant i talk about my feelings without busting into tears? what the fuuuccck is my problem? i want to tell her exactly how i feel but i just cant. now i cant fucken write my gad damn fucking piece of shit love song that i started because im feeling so shitty that i cant even tell the girl im falling madly for how i ( Read more... )

I've fallen for a girl before ( Read more... )