today at school we are doing this thing called "world hunger day" they divided the school into certain categories (proportionate to the % of the world): 1st world, 2nd world, and 3rd world. whatever world you are you get a certain color ribbon and it denotes what meal you get at lunch ( Read more... )

tonight was cool. i went to jakes and took a few shots, 3 to be exact. im such a lightweight its gay. i got drunk. im lame.

i love my boyfriend

i miss mark.

im not excited to be going to this walk for homeless.

kill me.

im still dizzy. and drunk.

ugh.

bye.

im going to pretend im straight?

yesterday i went to anita's to study for our chem test. on my way home i stopped at jakes...oh yes i am a sneaky snake. and it was so cute. i miss him so much. we have not talked much because of my being sick, school and his dive team stuff. i miss him. i miss our talks and him coming over to watch lifetime and his kisses. man, im so in love with ( Read more... )

i am still sick..i just went to the nurse. the nurse said because i did not throw up on school grounds she cant make me go home. good. because i can not miss anymore school. the freaking clinic aid did feel as though she had to lecture me. she said i need to go home because (she said this in a yelling voice..) "YOUR A PIT OF INFECTION!" why thank ( Read more... )

im up at work visiting jake because im a loser with no life. i had plans tonight..well 2 plans really. i was going to go a party i wasnt invited to and decided against that. and then i was going to go to a concert in arlington but that was to far of a drive. so now im here..at my work. not getting paid to be here. im so lame. but on a good note, im ( Read more... )

lie down beside me and make me feel passion ( Read more... )

lie down beside me and make me colapse.
let me live through your rythm.
all i sense is your beeting heart pounding.
thump, thump, thump.
trace over my body with your warm steeming breath.
cover me all over with your live giving air.
all i can sense is your lungs filling mine.
gasp, gasp, gasp.

not done

these are a few of my favorite things (quote from sound of music ( Read more... )

this week has been the week from hell. no joke, this week has been awful. i have been sick since saturday. throwing up, fever, bad caugh, mucus congestion..you know the drill. i have been in school since last friday really. i was here yesterday, tuesday, but i left after 2nd period. so today i am feeling better, i am healthy as a horse man. i think ( Read more... )

i have been sick since saturday. i threw up at work saturday morning. then another time at sasha's party. and then again on sunday, 3 times. and on monday too. now im back in school and i still feel like puking. and even mrs. lex told me i look like shit. i hate being sick ( Read more... )