Kyle leaves in 6 days.

As much as I've been saying I'll be fine, I know I won't.

I'm going to be a fucking wreck on Tuesday.

Living with my mother is becoming fucking unbearable ( Read more... )

I just realized that I have less time with Kyle than I thought. December is going to be here so soon... and I don't want to have to say goodbye.

All I can hope for is that I won't have school the day he leaves. I need to be there when he gets on that plane.

Things with Kyle are wonderful.
and
School is going very well.

....except for having to deal with my mom more often.

I hate feeling like I'm being talked at.

I hate that she acts like I'm accusing her of murder anytime I politely tell her that she's doing something that really bothers me.

I hate being the one and only person she dumps all of her ( Read more... )

I've lost ANOTHER 10 pounds... so now I've lost a total of 60.

Wow.

....holy crap, I was fat.

tonight... is about to be the best night ever.

;-D

shwinnnnng!

YES.

Rob is moving to California tomorrow.

It's about damn time.

I don't wish him ill, I just wish him GONE... and he's about to be! :-D

happyhappyhappyhappy day!

I found out that I've lost 50 pounds.

soooo stoked!

that the only person I ever really see aside from my mom is Kyle.

which is wonderful.

but... I feel like he's the only person REALLY in my life right now.

I need friends.

I'm not so slowly but very very surely falling more and more in love with Kyle every day.

I don't care how insane it might sound....

He's the one, and I will marry him one day.

I just know it.