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Part 1: The Birth of You
Were you a planned baby?: nope
Were you the first?: last. best. female.
Who was present at your birth?: *shrugs* my mom and a nurse. maybe my dad? I dunno never asked, dont really care. its the past, and I was definately too young to remember
Were your parents married when you were born?: yup
What is your birthdate? oct 5 1986
Part 2: The Family
Are you parents married or divorced? divorced now, spereated since I was 5
An only child?: only girl. 3 older brothers.
If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?: youngest, and the "freak"
What are your sibling's names?: Clayton, Will and Raymond
Which parent do you get along with best?: mom
What do you fight about? her telling me that I would be making more money if I had a college education, but me not knowing what I want to do/take so I just work in retail...
Do you have step parents?: kinda, but not legally
Part 3: The Friends
Do you have more than one best friend?: I think you should say "do you have a best friend"
Do you share the same interests?: ... see above
Which friend can you tell anything to?: *shrugs* myself I guess
Part 4: Your Personality
How high/low is your self esteem?: it can be high, but its been low as of late
Do you get depressed about things easily?: yes. When Im not around people/friends I get sad and angry and pissed off and want to shoot myself in the fucking face. It doesnt help the situation too much when I dont have any friends...
Are you an extrovert (outgoing) or an introvert (reserved)?: extrovert to the extreme. Im happy around other people, and have a hard time being alone. As said above, I want to shoot myself in the fuckin face when Im alone.
Are you happy?: not really, but at the same time, kinda
Do you live life to the fullest? I try...
Part 5: Appearance
Are you comfortable with the way you look? sorta.
Describe your hair? redish pink mohawk with lady chops
How do you dress? how I want. Mini skirts or tight bondage pants to camo pants and tank tops. I fuckin hate "popular" stuff
Part 6: The Past
Were you a strange child?: not really I dont think.
What did you used to love that you no longer do? people, places and things...
Do you have the same friends?: nope.
Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing? aside from having a face similar to jesus' appear on my wall once in a dream screaming and yelling at me... nope.
Part 7: The Future
What is your ambition?: *shrugs* I have none. I dont see the point.
Are you scared of growing old?: nope. Just scared of being alone like I am now.
Do you want to get married?: I dont really care if Im married, to me the term "marriage" just indicates that someoen wont cheat on you. But then again, we know that thats a lie to some people, so really, why bother?
Part 8: The Outdoors
Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?: indoors when its cold, outside when its nice and I have somewhere to go/someone to be with/something to do
Favorite Season: spring/fall/summer
Do you like walking in the rain?: when its a warm rain and my hawk isnt up sure.
Part 9: Food
Are you a vegetarian?: I havent eaten meat since I moved. Im kinda revolted by the idea of a lot of things I used to love. Anything processed or junkfoodish, like chips... *gag* I wanna vomit when I see fat asses drinking pop or eating chips. No wonder they're fuckin fat and cant lose any weight.
What is your favorite food?: spaghetti or a vegi sub from subway
What food makes you want to gag? chips/pop/candys/things full of sugar/anything unhealthy/processed meats/hamburger adds...etc etc
What is your favorite dessert? Choc angel pie
What is your favorite restaurant?: subway, cause I dont go to any other resturant
Are you a fussy eater? not overly, if someone gives me meat or something gross I'll eat it... but i'll probably gag in my mind while eating it
Part 10: Relationships and Love
Are you single or taken?: single
If taken who is the lucky guy/girl?: the person I want to be taken by is Kenton
Do you think love is the best feeling in the world?: I think happieness and doing what makes you happy is the best feeling in the world. Not many people do that, they hide feelings by eating, or drinking, or doing drugs...
Do you believe in love at first sight?: not really
Part 11: Experiences
What was one of your greatest experiences?: *shrugs*
What was one of the worst? spending day in bed staring at the wall cause I feel like no one gives a shit and that I should just die.
Have you ever done drugs? daily
Have you ever thought you were going to die?: a few times