Comments | lizzyizzyizzy: -you're like crack cuz i can't stop wanting you-

lizzyizzyizzy

-you're like crack cuz i can't stop wanting you-

Jul 30, 2003 00:38

Horoscope: "Love keeps you sane, sober and focused. You were made for a steady, monogamous relationship. Your partner is always here when you come home. For a restless dreamer like you, it doesn't get any better than this."

I really don't know what to say all all or anything. I'm just speachless...I'm lost for words...I just don't know...Let's ( Read more... )

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sickbeauty July 30 2003, 13:22:35 UTC

cute :)

lizzyizzyizzy July 30 2003, 17:55:15 UTC

thanx, at least someone acknowledges my journal exists

sickbeauty August 5 2003, 19:45:46 UTC

your journal is almost as sexy as you

lizzyizzyizzy August 5 2003, 21:42:57 UTC

tehe lmfao it wishes

;-)

...UNLESS!! it was me...oh well rotflmfao

littlegcstalker July 30 2003, 21:18:57 UTC

SO DOES TARA!!!! that is a kute pikture =D

<3 always,
Tara

treadmarks July 31 2003, 17:14:31 UTC

I read your journal, but I feel awkward commenting because you don't know me. I enjoy doing things that put smiles on people's faces, though (well, as long as they don't compromise me or my beliefs), so if it would make you smile, I'd start commenting.

... the end.

You're not invisible... summercruilty July 31 2003, 19:56:21 UTC

Allright Elizabeth. I'm commenting to your latest entry, since you made it so no comments can be posted. I do read your journal, and I do comment on everything, BUT that pictures... I made a comment on the fact that people are very distracted by the pictures, and ignore the rest here. I care Liz, always have, and probably always will. I don't want to try and be your "favorite" friend or anything. I just want to let you know that You're not invisible to me, and I do exist. I wish you would use me as someone to talk to, or just to your advantage. I want to help, but I can't help you, unless you want it.

<3 ~ Summer

Re: You're not invisible... lizzyizzyizzy August 1 2003, 06:19:39 UTC

i understand all this, but you don't get it...there is NO point at all for me to sit there take hours to tell you what's going on with me and then you have nothing to say because you're shocked...uh ah i'm not doing this again, i've been talking to catherine pretty much and she don't even know what to tell me...you just don't get you just have to realize like i have there is NNOOOOOOOOOOO hope for me anymore, there is nothing for me anymore...i have NO reason in the whole why i should be sitting here breathing, but i do it...i don't know why yet i do yet it's stupid all at the same time...there's only one person that has the answers and i don't think he's giving them out fer free...

Re: You're not invisible... summercruilty August 1 2003, 09:14:46 UTC

*sighs* You're right. I don't have the answers, and you have every right to feel the way you do. I don't think that you're hopeless. No, you're life isn't the easiest, by far. But somehow you've lived this long. Not to add salt to an open wound, but I remember when your mom was still alive, and how sweet she was to everyone. You sound so bitter to everything, and yet there's something holding you back from just jumping off a roof, or putting a bullet through your brain. Iono... Your mom wouldn't want you to feel this way. She was always so cheerful no matter what happens, and that was why everyone loved to be around her. There are people out there who love you Elizabeth, and no one is going to try and tell you that life is awesome, or that you shouldn't feel hopeless. It's all up to you, but just because you've given up hope, doesn't mean the rest of the world has.

Re: You're not invisible... lizzyizzyizzy August 1 2003, 09:24:04 UTC

(i opened up the last entry for commenting, so i don't have to see that picture of me n freddie ne more...)

...and yes you're right there is something keeping me from jumping off the roof and it's FREDDIE...hell i could care less if he hated my guts, but i always have this thing inside of me that tells me that one day we'll be together one day we'll make it...all the time he's told me to get the fuck outta his life and i have he's come back to me and wanted to chill there has to be something about me that's keeping him from losing all contact with me...and normaly i wouldnt even write this because "He" might see it but you know what i dont care ne more...i relaly dont...i dont care about anything anymore except him...

bright July 31 2003, 20:05:14 UTC

i'm commenting on your last entry as well.
i read every entry you post. word for word.
so i don't comment, so what?
that doesn't mean i don't take what you're writing into consideration.

lizzyizzyizzy August 1 2003, 06:21:27 UTC

i know i know but this time it's more mainly about me...i don't see any reason at all anymore to write about stupid ass shit that happens to me, just so i can hope that someone can give me some kinda advice...NOONE can help me anymore...people are shocked by my entries and just act like they didn't read them or something because they honestally don't know what to tell me. i think that they know how hopeles i am, they are just not trying to tell me acting like i don't already know...