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ljb205

If it means nothing to you...Why do you sing with me at all?

Mar 25, 2006 02:02

Nothing unusual, nothing's changed
Just a little older that's all
You know when you've found it,
There's something I've learned
'Cause you feel it when they take it awayI want a fairytale. I want something crazy. I want something big. I want something outrageous. I want what I want. And I won't settle for anything less ( Read more... )

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elc0205 March 25 2006, 17:10:04 UTC

Oh man...what an amazing entry this was. Thank you for sharing this....I have to say that what you wrote really is applicable to so many of us. And I love you so much and I miss you like NO OTHER!! Hopefully, I'll see you sometime soon!!

Much love,
Em -Mrs. K-

ljb205 March 28 2006, 04:56:43 UTC

Um, okay seriously now. I've been thinking about how I really want to see you soon. So let me know when you're coming home next and maybe we can figure something out. Okay? Okay!

volleyballer15 March 28 2006, 00:22:18 UTC

Hey... I've been having like almost the same type of talks with one of my guy friends here... well actually He's our vb coach, kinda... but anyways... We've talked about how not to compromise for anyone... you have to keep your standards so that if you let one standard down, you don't let the rest down... I don't know if that really has to do with your situation or not, but it's something I've learned and yeah... ok...
I really like this journal entry.. I always like reading what you have to say about things... It also helps me a lot with certain issues... You're a blessing from God!

ljb205 March 28 2006, 04:58:27 UTC

Well that's good! It gives my suffering a more tangible purpose! And thank you!

moving on anonymous March 29 2006, 20:58:10 UTC

i understand that you're moving on, but do you have to announce that you have no desire to hang around with those of us who have been there for you? you've really hurt everyone a lot...but it's good to know how you really feel. i'm glad Jesus didn't base His friendships on whether or not he could be challenged, or by their intelligence. He chose fishermen and tax collectors. How would you feel if God said He didn't want a relationship with you because you weren't smarter then Him? Where in the Bible does it say we have a right to be selfish? You're right...i'm sure God will give you the desire of your heart ...not because you're better then anyone else, and not because you deserve it, but because He loves you. In reality we deserve nothing. i hope you find what you're looking for.
-megan

Man oh man... anonymous April 15 2006, 03:20:17 UTC

Hey Annie... long time no speak. I can't believe what I just read. You don't even know how much you have hurt me. I know we haven't talked in a long time but it still hurt. But I know that it didn't hurt me as much as you hurt others. You know what, YOU are the most selfish, self-righteous, self centered person I have ever met. I remember last summer very well and I know for a fact that you didn't try to make or keep friendships at all. We always had to do what YOU wanted to do, no matter what. Whether we had to cancel plans for YOU or something else, it always had to be about YOU. I can't believe that you think you deserve such a great guy with the way you are. Ok, Brian might not be the best looking in your eyes, but he is the nicest guy that I have ever met, he shares your love for the Lord, would do anything for anyone, and on top of that he is smart, maybe not a rocket scientist, but he is very smart. I think one of his dumbest decisions that he had ever made was doing all of the things he did for you. YOU didn't deserve any of ( ... )

Re: Man oh man... ljb205 April 15 2006, 19:04:46 UTC

Wow Jackie, you are amazing. This entry had absolutely nothing to do with you, but you managed to make it about yourself. Kudos to you for that. Also, congratulations on being one of the people who completely misunderstood this entry. And I can't believe you're STILL on my case about breaking up with Brian. You know what, he is a great guy. One of the few truly decent ones out there. But you and everyone else refuse to understand that he just wasn't for me. You love him so much? YOU marry him. Forget all about John and just go for Brian. No? Why not? Oh that's right, for the exact same reasons I don't want to marry him. Oh and to my recollection, I was always the one to invite YOU to things. Who was the one who tried to call you and see you over Christmas break? Who was the one who was just dying to see you at girls' night? Who was the one who had to ask you about getting engaged? Oh that's right, it was ME. You never did anything to stay in touch, so don't give me that crap. To think that I was so excited for this ( ... )

Re: Man oh man... ljb205 April 16 2006, 00:02:18 UTC

Oh, and what exactly did I do to you anyway??

Re: Man oh man... blondechick157 April 17 2006, 19:05:40 UTC

I am so sorry. I don't know what I was thinking when I wrote that. I was really upset, like I'm sure you were when you wrote your entry. I can't believe I said the things I did. I was having such a terrible week and then I read that and I was totally set off. I mean, think about reading something like that in my journal, and taking it the wrong way. Wouldn't you be upset? With the Brian thing, I know you don't want to be with him and that is alright, but you shouldn't have made him feel so bad. I mean what you wrote in your journal made him come off really badly and I know how bad it upset him. I hope you are having fun at U of M and I hope you get everything you want. I hope you will try to understand that I didn't realize what I wrote and I feel awful for hurting you. I know how bad you hurt megan and brian and I felt bad that someone would do that to them and then I did it to you. I am so sorry. Please, forgive me.

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