I really shouldn't be this excited.  Going places I've never been with people I don't know doing things I've never done before is something that has always made me extremely nervous.  I don't function well in new situations.
But this time is different.  This time it's what I want more than anything.  To be going someplace new with new people is ( Read more... )

This is probably the first time I've ever really understood that I am not in control of my life.  I've admitted it before, but never really understood it.  It doesn't matter what I do because whatever I want to happen never does.  But then, that makes me think I've been wanting the wrong things all along.

I'm in another funk.  But this one is weird ( Read more... )

I think it's going to be alright ( Read more... )

Thank you A. Melissa Harris ( Read more... )

As I sit and eat my pint of Ben & Jerry's Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough, I realize something about myself ( Read more... )

I miss Brandon Vince.  Not in a "Gee, he's cool; I wish he was around more" sense, but in the sense that my heart yearns to be around him as much as possible.  He is absolutely one of my favorite people in my life, and it deeply saddens me that he is actually barely in my life at all and that I haven't seen him since South Haven last April.  Well, ( Read more... )

I'm such a moron!  Oh man ( Read more... )

This isn't supposed to happen.  Not to me.  Something you wish would go away because you can't keep it from taking you over, but something you never want to leave.

I am not doing well.  Is this God's way of telling me I shouldn't be in this?  Or shouldn't be here?  I hope not.
Gosh I hope not.Went to my first concert in Detroit last night with ( Read more... )

No light in the dark.I just want to cry.  I just want to stop, lay down, and cry ( Read more... )

I wonder what would happen if I reverted to my old ways.

Let's see, shall we?