sddkahfuae,

All of my plans for today have been canceled due to god knows what.
My friends are a huge disappointment this time around.

Anybody doing anything that would welcome the company of Danny Molina?

Customizing your windows xp themes can be quite tiring.

Today was such a long day. I woke up at like 6 am. Without any alarms or anything. I just don't know what to do with myself ( Read more... )

Monday morning at 1 a.m.
What the fuck am I doing awake? Thankfully i don't have to be in school for 11 hours, otherwise i'd hate to fall asleep this late.

Lately life seems to be going by so slowly. Every day keeps getting longer as my patience is getting shorter. I find I am slightly struggling to make it through the daily day-to-day life. I can't ( Read more... )

You ever come home, and one little thing just sparks a quick argument?

Then that argument just explodes? Then you want to just shoot yourself in the face? And then you honestly, really consider just killing everyone?

That's how I feel right now.

Goooooooooood daaaamn.
Finally, i did it. Sort of.
I made someone feel so trapped in something with me that I continuously treated them like shit as they have done to me in the past. And you know what? It felt fucking great. To see that look on their face the next day.

No envy, bitterness, or resentment from me. At all.

I feel like a brand new person ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I wish I could explode and then be brought back together in an entirely new place ( Read more... )

So to my own dismay, I went ahead and entered myself into the lifelong foray of college.
I'm not very excited, but at the same time i can't complain. I'm only taking one class to just kind of indicate that i'm in the system as my step-dad puts it. He says it's not too bad that it's an easy class. He says as long as I go and do well he'll be happy ( Read more... )

These past few weeks have been all but pleasant, to say the least. I feel as though everybody I am coming into contact with I am somehow intruding on some form of "me time" for them. Like I'm some sort of greedy, selfish, un-comprehensive jerk of some type.
but then at the same time, i tell myself that I shouldn't feel that way. Because if anything ( Read more... )

You ever been in one of those relationships where you seem to care about the person more than they'd like to care about you? Because if so, i'd like some advice on that one please. I'm pretty sure i'm in one of those right now.Every time I go to see her its like...i'm a regular person at her house. She takes phone calls, answers texts. makes long ( Read more... )