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[llaf]

this is weird. I honestly miss lj in some ways because i feel like my friends used to know me better in some ways. its an outlet for whatever you want it to be, emotional, what you did that day, what weird shit inspired me, whatever. and everyone read it for the most part. It is nearly impossible to bring some of that stuff up in conversation now a

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[sugarplum643]

sometimes i get the urge to right in lj again, but i have no idea what i would say. i still check it every day. i've been feeling sort of the same way, as in wtf is coming after i graduate?? i've been completely unmotivated and i feel stagnant. i don't know what will help with that, except to just take one day at a time and hope that it all works out and things will fall into place in the end. i'm glad you have a puppy and boy, i'm sure they brighten your day! i definitely do a shitty job of keeping in touch with people, and i vow now (a belated new years resolution of sorts) to try so much harder! even if it's just an email every few weeks or something. bah. it's crazy how we're all branched out and sometimes it just blows my mind how far away high school seems. anyway...happy sunday and good luck with finals or what have you the rest of the semester.

[sugarplum643]

and i defintely used the wrong spelling of "write." stupid brain.

[nofries_chips]

Aww Leigh. I really miss you. Did you get my message about spinner shoes?

I think confusion is a necessity at this point in our lives. It's like we can't figure out what will happen when we graduate, as much as we plan for it so it almost forces us to live in the moment.

<3 x 1 MILLION

[beltpower]

hey babe,
i'm sorry it's been so long since we talked. it's just that it feels like you've been on another planet for the last few years, and it's always hard to find common ground after people move away. i think that being a "loner" is okay. the word is thrown around all too often and has "lonely" connotations. i think that as i've "grown up" one of the big things that i've come to understand is the difference between being "lonely" and "alone." Choosing to be alone is fine, just make sure you are being a loner for the right reasons as in you aren't scared to show people who you really are. i don't know if any of that made sense but i appreciate you writing in your livejournal.

on a completely different note, i want to dress up as a housewife zombie with a whole bunch of girls for halloween. we will wear stepford-esque ensembles and aprons with bloody handprints on them. also full-on zombie face paint...you should come to MI for halloween and dress up.

call me sometime girrrl

[celestialpotato]

just checked livejournal for the first time in forever and found it funny that i wrote to you on the same day you wrote to livejournal. and my words almost seem to be in response to what you wrote.
and people say there is no collective consciousness...
and so we reach out to each other