i havent had a half a hand in half of what i am.

i went into washington square park today.
and it made me think of you.
and taking pictures of the squirrels.
and telling you about pet squirrels.
and wanting to hold your hand.

this entry might be terrible.

happiness
it will only happen when it can.

<3 february

american dreams are stupid.

i hate college and i hate deserving the worst because i do deserve the worst.

i got into SVA.

clap.

i miss candace.
i didnt realize that walking from english to urban studies every day was actually keeping me sane.
ohhh candace.
im sorry that i died and probably fucked us both over eternally for urban studies.
im feeling better now so let me know if theres anything i should do over the weekend.
<3,
emma

hello, dad.

this is me.
the digital representation of your daughter.
nothing more, and nothing less
than black, white, bold, and italic
on an illuminated screen
for your displeasure.

dead disco!

heheeteheteehhheee.
lawlawlawlawlawlaw.
dead rock and roll.

i sit in front of this computer because im afraid of anything else ( Read more... )

i am my ownnnn worst enemy.

lit got it.
i got it.
8th grade got it.
so whats the problem?

why cant we get it now?

im going to miss you
and im going to fuck up

mach lav. <3

i am always going to paint t shirts and i am always going to pretend i am on drugs ( Read more... )

i think i might be in love with broken social scene more than anything right now ( Read more... )

one - two - three - four - whos punk? whats the score?

i dont do anything.
i have no fate because i dont embrace it.