frustration.

thats really all i can say. i can't get any of my thoughts to go straight and half the time i'm just worrying about irrational things. i need to get my life in order. i need to figure out where this thing is taking us and if its no where then....we'll see. i just....need to figure things out. i care too much.

heliiiicopppttteerrrrsssss = new layout.

i'm really tired of this whole me wishing i was different thing, its getting way old. from here on out i will not feel bad about myself evar. problem solved.

stupid things just keep happening to me, seriously. yesterday my computer caught on fire. yes, fire. so now i have to use my dads. oh and i got a ( Read more... )

i don't mean to sound like a whiner but today was quite possibly the worst day ever ( Read more... )

who is seeing panic! at the disco on feb. 18?

i am. be jealous.

this makes me very, very happy.

this weather is amazing.
i can't explain it, i can't explain anything.

all i ever wanted was to mean something to you.

this song perfectly embodies everything i feel right now. it's strange.

You know me, or you think you do
You just don’t seem to see
I’ve been waiting all this time to be
Something I can’t define
So let’s cause a scene
Clap our hands and stomp our feet
Or something, yeah, something
I’ve just got to get myself over me
- THE FIRST SINGLE, THE FORMAT ( Read more... )

so...

i got pretty smashed on new years. i woke up on the beach and watched the sunrise. and at around 7 in the morning when i was taking a shower i was still pretty messed up.

i liked new years.

maybe i caught on to this music trend a little late but i really have fallen in love with daphne loves derby. all their songs are good ( Read more... )

( i'm leaving on a jet plane )

( CMK christmas extravaganza )