Ok, well, I just had an interesting chat with Amanda's bf, and apparently she's telling people (her family and god knows whoelse) that I'm going to UF to be with her or something. Well, that's funny, seeing as I've never said that!! I told her, I'm considering going there, along with UCF, but never because of her. Believe me, she wasn't even a ( Read more... )

"Drunk Again ( Read more... )

well, my life i figured out will never get better. when it looks like it's heading up, it just goes right back down. not only do i have to deal with all the bullshit thats coming from my fathers death, but my great aunt died on saturday. she was a sweet, kind, caring person. i have such a shitty job. having to put up with so much incompatence and ( Read more... )

Everything is getting more confusing. More people are coming out of the woodworks. Talking to people I never met before. I think I own a condo in the Virgin Islands???? It's not getting any easier.

Well, my life just gets better. Tonight, I found out my biological father has just died. And no one knows where the body is. I feel really confused right now.

MISSY IS FUCKING HOT!!!!!!!! I REALLY LIKE HER!!!!!!! SHE'S SO HOT!!!!!!!

suicide is looking really good right now

Ok, it's been a while sence I've updated. I know that if you live in Sebastian, you've more than likely heard about my accident from Amanda. Well Amanda, thank you for telling everyone. I'm not going to get into specifics about the accident. Yes, my father and I were in a serious accident. Yes, we were both taken to the hospital, him by airplane to ( Read more... )

Well, this has been a week of pain and tough decisions. As of this friday, last day of the fall semester here at USF, I will be going inactive from the Tau Mu chapter. I know when I announced it last night at the meeting, a lot of people were suprised. It took me a long time to make that decision, but I felt it was the right thing to do. To the Tau ( Read more... )

Isn't it funny that the only people who have really seem to care about me ever sence the accident are just my Family, DeAnna & Beth. To you all, thank you very much for being there, & being supportive. Thank you for calling and writing me all the time, making sure I'm still alive, making sure I'm ok. That means a lot to me. I was really close to ( Read more... )