my wrists hurt.
im sorry.
we should take up smoking and run away together.

this is the first fight

and you know what
i dont even fucking care

i fucking give up

ah.

just got home from seeing donnie darko.
and loving it.

god i hate myself now.

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hi.

i have tried really hard.
everybody else is happy with me.
everybody else is just like. lol llenas quirky.

not llenas bad for this reason.
and this reason.
and horrible.
and suck.
and bitch.

fuck.
fuck you.

fuck you fuck you fuck you.

why universally
boys think im completely ugly and unnoticeable.
because honestly, i dont think i am.
especially compared to some people.

rofl@self pity.

cool

[the funny thing about this entry is im actually really happy right now]

[even though nothing is really that good about my life. haha]

[how nonsensical is this]

I'll tell you a tale of the bottomless blue
And it's hey to the starboard, heave-ho
Look out lad a mermaid be waiting for you
In mysterious fathoms below

Fathoms below, below
From whence wayward westerlies blow
Where Triton is king and his merpeople sing
In mysterious fathoms below

Below, below
Mysterious fathoms below

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