Endless...

[llmiebo]

Once again the multon has settled over the valley. Heat emerges with every rising bubble and everyone that remains locked away from visibility. It feels dead, but its life illuminates into the night sky. There is so much to come, yet so much was lost to get to that point. Once again I'm lost, but this time I'm unsure of what is holding me down.

Comments

[sesame_ladybug]

I'll tell you where it went. The world took it away.

[llmiebo]

That may be... but I think from thinking of a response I found my own reasoning. You are 100% right about the world having taken it. But, its more like my world slowly crumbled when the influences I had changed. You guys were my spiritual backbone in my younger years... After we went our different directions I started to change. Along with all the other friends that have come and gone. I want to feel like I did once... the only problem is that maybe I've already started to become set in my ways. Which is not something I want. I want to write with the feeling I once did... I want to draw art that even if I don't like it someone else does. I want to love to no end like I used to when I was younger. Being in the country I found the simplicity to get involved in my world more, but in that world, the real world couldn't find me... neither could anyone else... so I am faced with a decision... try to find that which makes me happy here, or find that which will make me happy there. Its a tough call.