Ok so now there is even more drama here at sullivan. I have 4 people that are trying to get me jumped over something that i had nothing to do with in the first place. so here i am at school 5 hours after my last class. this is pathetic that i cant even go to my own apartment and feel safe.. considering two of the four people trying to get me jumped ( Read more... )

Ok, so at first I thought my roommates would be cool to live with. (I moved out of my old apartment into a new one.) But come to find out. I don't like it or them at all. I have been sick. Really sick lately and one is giving me shit about wanting to sleep, but she thinks that she can sleep whenever she wants to.. Yeah right! I don't know. She is ( Read more... )

Well it has been a while since I ahve updated my Journal. I am now away at school and well to be honest I don't like it. But I need to make something of myself. I can't become a loser or anything. I told Brian that I am in Love with him and well the response was anything from what I would have ever wanted... But it is for the best that he stayed ( Read more... )

So my boyfriend is turning 21 next Friday. I trust him.. I really do. I just dont trust the people that he is going out with that night. Of course he wants to go to the bars. I dont care about that. I know that he has self-control. But do the others?!?! Anyway. So 21 is a huge age. I dont know why it is such a huge age.. Everyone that I know has ( Read more... )

Here it is Monday afternoon... I had a good weekend. On Friday I had to go running around to find the best possible way to get clean for a drug test for a friend of mine... I guess he isn't smart enough to quit smoking until he finds a job. But anyway ( Read more... )

For the first time in a little while I chatted with my brother and he even sent me a few pics. It was nice to get to tak to him again. I ahve realized that I am the only one that is at fault for our friendship being as crumby as it is. If I hadnt moved out and it with my boyfriend then we would still be close and we would still hang out and maybe i ( Read more... )

Well I have fianlly talked to my brother for the first time in a while and I saw his pics for the first time in a while. It makes me realize how bad I screwed up our terrific brother sister relationship when I moved out and moved in with my boyfriend. I no longer wish to go to school. What is the point. It is just another risk that i really dont ( Read more... )

Well here it is 10:37pm and I am sitting at home with nothing to do. This how it usually seems to go until the weekend when I can see my boyfriend. My life is pretty boring, I wake up and I clean the house and when that is done with I have to go and the the siblings off the bus or atleast while they are in school. That is all about to change. Here ( Read more... )