dude if i could stay here in cincy and be completely satisfied i would but even if someone ends up dragging me kicking & screaming to st louis it is totally where i want to be i mean if slu was here o would totally stay here but its not so yea off ago into the wild blu yonder being pushed by some crazy unknown force...god i love it here but if i stayed here i would live in my bubble forever thinking cincinnati was the center of the universe and never being any more independant than i was when i was 2 (i was very independant for 2 yearold)
i don't think i know you, but... "god i love it here but if i stayed here i would live in my bubble forever thinking cincinnati was the center of the universe and never being any more independant than i was when i was 2 (i was very independant for 2 yearold)"...
i think that was the funniest part of my day. thank you for that. :) oh, and there's so much truth to it. i wish MU was further than it is.
LMD.. i don't find anything wrong with staying at home for college either. all of my seton friends are...with the exception of me going to oxford. i woulda been 3 hours away with ya, but MU is callin' my name. i couldn't be happier getting away from cincinnati. even if it's an hour, i'll take what i can get. (you know me.) and i'll be up to visit you when i get the chance. because i'm going to be completely bummed without you 15 minutes away. :( that was the best part of going to BGSU...you'd only be 30 minutes away. bah. i don't want to think about it. i love you, LMD.
what is it about this time of our lives? It's like some psychotic wind that's exciting and scary at the same time. Like going away for college is something that I have felt the need to do all of my life, but at the same time it hurts so much.
how can something this new and exciting be this scary? I don't know, I guess that's the beauty of it.
"Sometimes I wish that I had different passions. I wish that I would want to be a teacher who could just go to OSU, meet a guy, marry him, move back to Cincy on the west side (of course), get a golden retriever, and have kids and of course send them to my HS. However as much as I wish that my life was that simple and I want to have that notion, that very idea makes me want to puke."
Hence I know how you feel. You want it to be enough, but at this point in time in your life...its just not. Maybe one day it will be enough, for all of us. Maybe one day we will all end up back here.
Maybe one day we won't.
Maybe....
All I know is I love you.
and for the graduation day count...lets not
we all know thats the numbers are few...so lets spend time smiling instead counting...it will be here more than soon enough
In the words of my favorite Megan Meier (whom i also love), I love you, LMD.
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"god i love it here but if i stayed here i would live in my bubble forever thinking cincinnati was the center of the universe and never being any more independant than i was when i was 2 (i was very independant for 2 yearold)"...
i think that was the funniest part of my day. thank you for that. :)
oh, and there's so much truth to it. i wish MU was further than it is.
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i don't find anything wrong with staying at home for college either. all of my seton friends are...with the exception of me going to oxford.
i woulda been 3 hours away with ya, but MU is callin' my name.
i couldn't be happier getting away from cincinnati. even if it's an hour, i'll take what i can get. (you know me.)
and i'll be up to visit you when i get the chance. because i'm going to be completely bummed without you 15 minutes away. :( that was the best part of going to BGSU...you'd only be 30 minutes away.
bah. i don't want to think about it.
i love you, LMD.
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it hurts so much.
how can something this new and exciting be this scary? I don't know, I guess that's the beauty of it.
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"Sometimes I wish that I had different passions. I wish that I would want to be a teacher who could just go to OSU, meet a guy, marry him, move back to Cincy on the west side (of course), get a golden retriever, and have kids and of course send them to my HS. However as much as I wish that my life was that simple and I want to have that notion, that very idea makes me want to puke."
Hence I know how you feel. You want it to be enough, but at this point in time in your life...its just not. Maybe one day it will be enough, for all of us. Maybe one day we will all end up back here.
Maybe one day we won't.
Maybe....
All I know is I love you.
and for the graduation day count...lets not
we all know thats the numbers are few...so lets spend time smiling instead counting...it will be here more than soon enough
In the words of my favorite Megan Meier (whom i also love), I love you, LMD.
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