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[lmoney_e63]

im lonely and i miss certain people that when i see i get sad cause i just love talking to them and i miss them so much. Im such a loser. Oh my god how do you people stand me? haha. Sometimes it just feels like i have no one. And that is so completely and utterly selfish because i know i have plenty of amazing friends that i can always go to but i

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[caitiecure]

I know exactly what you mean. I do that a lot, with thinking if i should be around people. it's weird because around people i know i am crazy and hyper and happy, but around people i dont know well im total recluse hahaha. it's weird too because im not even a happy person, i just get these moods.

and yes, the other day i was really uspet, and i have all this stuff under my bed, like notes and memories. and i started just burning it all. all this stuff i had from james when we went out, and marie from when we were best friends. i didn't finish but i plan on doing it one day, and it is such a great feeling, just getting rid of that baggage.

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[lmoney_e63]

that really makes me admire you caitie. I dont know if id ever be able to burn those things. Geez i have notes from 8th grade from people i dont even talk to anymore. I suck haha. I completely understand what you are saying about the whole being around people thing... sometimes i just put on a fake smile and jump around and be goofy cause its what everyone else is doing... i should stop that lol <33

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[caitiecure]

haha yeah. i hate doing that, but i always do it.

and don't admire me till i finish burning it all, because i might not be able to do it. :-/
<3

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[caitiecure]

I have shit like that too in my room. we should have one big burning party and get rid of that baggage.
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