am too jealous, and I seriously denied it for ages. But like, seriously, way too

I'm getting a pro haircut in 30 minutes. Excitement1 tpogrolopis roks this. Uh, I am scattered & brainwashed and not leaving for ages it feels like now. I am sloww

It seems like I will in fact be in S'toon for this explosion dance. Maybe I should play, hauh huh.

that I'm in love with the same girl, huraack

I have no words, I have no words, I have no words, I have no ascetic gods or aesthetic goodnesss, goodness What is dialogue except play?

vituperation endless endless spoilin alll over new pantses, new shoitses Yea dun't needer , yoi dun't needame ah sweah I do nut needer fur a second but oooh sum newfound power some illusory cuntrol is forcefooly pushin into myasealfish persona,ah dzsazister is my own ego gettinin deway of trueethful desire, ah bet desiirree izzna a trueefol thung, ( Read more... )

yet ai cannoit burze thru simple & filthy letters to myself, ennai am not a mang, unablta chill with homes, aim not the vessel of lurve I project no invective prick comes not out, aim bleeding casually with secret poipose, seur allure neve could twist us beck to the same homes. I know! that you went out of meI know! yer sul cannai endure a meme of ( Read more... )

they chall dem cazrey buils, eid neve seen day until tis tulait, oh I canna see umpteen ways, dere is no way ahck there izzna wai-t ! ahm neve seen, meya shadows surround a one and ah have stared unto my killaz end banishedem with patience

about this supposed trip to Mass. next wednesday. It all seems a little rushed! I don't think I have good enough identification to cross the border, but Jim already bought the ticket so now I feel totally obligated to at least try.

still upset and sometimes shaking, but mostly okay now. I need hugs and chilling out. Why did I get dragged back into the sleepy eastside?