I got home from work a little while ago. I was worried all day that I wouldn't find a way to have tomorrow night off. I found a girl that was giving away half of her surplus day away, so I took it without hesitation. I work the longer half at least...4 hours. 145-545. I really didn't want to take much time off this time since I'm trying really hard ( Read more... )

the ghost slips away

I should be figuring out what I'm going to do about payments. I can't concentrate on that though. Blah ( Read more... )

in the back of my mind, i saw the door
in the back of my mind, i went for more
in the back of my mind, less than i see
in the back of my mind, not enough for me
in the back of my mind, i saw the door
in the back of my mind, i went for more
in the back of my mind, but you shut it on me
in the back of my mind, now what do i see?

I'm trying to watch a movie and my VCR needs cleaning so it's not very enjoyable. I'm actually glad it's at least showing a picture though, a few days ago it was completely snowy. I'm too lazy to take it apart and clean it, and I don't have a tape cleaner. La ( Read more... )

the electricity is out. blah.

it's gonna be a good day. please day, be good. i want oatmeal with bananas. what the hell? tomorrow is denise's 13th birthday. aww. i don't have anything for her yet. she's easy to shop for though. we celebrated on sunday, good food and gourmet cheesecake...ah-yea. the years fly. i think i'll sleep for a little while longer.

bad weekend. today is a little better, i might actually get out of bed. i don't feel nauseous anymore. i need to clean, read all the crap about annual insurance enrollment, and figure out when i should take vacation next year. ack. i'll be avoiding figuring out what to do about all the bills that i'm a month behind on. save that for next week. yay ( Read more... )

i feel disconnected like i don't know where i am ( Read more... )

When I stepped out into the bright sunlight from the darkness of the movie house, I had only two things on my mind: Paul Newman and a ride home ( Read more... )