Fic: Possess[Chapter 12]
Title: Possess
Author:lo_ve_21
Pairing:AriYama, OkaJima, TakaChi, HikaNooBu
Rating: R
Genre:Romance, Angst, Shounen Ai
Warnings: none so far :/
Summary:“Humans are not some thing you should possess.”
The banging on his room startled Yuuri, at first he doesn’t want to get up from bed but seems like the person behind his doors won’t stop until he do so, so he lazily walked to the door and open it.
"What the hell!"
“Woah, you looked zombiefied.” Ryosuke said and made his way inside Yuuri’s room
"Get dress, Yuya asked me out today, he want me to go on a date with him." Ryo added and pout
"Why do I have to tag along too? Its Saturday, it’s my rest day. Please spare me this day." Yuri begged
"Chi please I'm begging you." Ryo also begged
"Why do I have to tag along anyway?" Yuri asked
"Because I'm not that comfortable around him yet." Ryosuke answered while playing on his thumbs
"What? But he's already your boyfriend remember?!"
"I know that, but. Please just tag along, it won’t be long, plus this is the last time I'm gonna asked you to tag along. So pretty please?" Ryosuke flashed his puppy eyes
"You're not gonna put that puppy eyes out until I say yes aren’t you" and Ryosuke just shake his head as answer.
---
He doesn’t want to live anymore that’s because the guy of his life, no let me rephrase it, his life just tell him to get lost. He doesn’t even know what he did wrong, all he know that is he give everything he can give and he protect Inoo with all his might, but this what he will receive. He haven’t eaten any of his meals since what happen yesterday and he's only drinking alcohol just like how he drink water.
"Young master you should eat some food, you've been drinking that since last night."
"Please get Inoo for me."
"We can’t get through his phone but as soon as-"
"If you can’t get Inoo for me then fuck off! I won’t eat until Inoo is in my arms!" he said and rushed to his room. He grabbed his jacket, phone and wallet and get out of the house.
---
He doesnt have a choice, he end up joining the couples date, Ryo wear his casual clothes like he doesnt even prepared for this date. Chi has been noticing that somehow Ryo careless of Yuya or maybe thats what he thought.
"Babe!" Yuya shouted and that cut of Chi's trains of thought
"Dont shout babe infront of many people its embarrassing." Ryosuke said blushing, just after Ryo said that that is the time Yuya noticed
"Oh Chi is also with us." He said and Chi just forced a smile out of his face
"Yea, I tagged him along so mom will allow me to go out, you wouldn’t mind do you?"
"No not at all."
"Come let’s get going." Ryosuke said and hook his fingers onto Yuya.
"He doesn’t want to be called babe and yet he is too showy." Chinen thought and roll his eyes. The couples decided to watched movies and Chi doesn’t know what to do but just agree
"We'll seat here," Ryosuke point the three consecutive seats in the middle section
"No wait I'll seat here." Chinen interrupted and point away from the two
"What no, you'll seat with us and that's final." Ryo said stubbornly
"That would be 1200 yen sir." Yuya was about to pull out some money
"No I'm gonna pay for mine." Chi butt in again
"Don’t worry about it it’s my treat." Yuya smiled and immediately gave it to the clerk, Chi was of course embarrassed and at the same time, pissed, why can’t he just decide on his own. Inside the cinema he can’t concentrate on the cinema because he can here the giggling of Ryo which kinda pissed him off. They should have just rent a hotel room if they're gonna go all giggly and stuff. He just want everything to be over.
---
He tried every key he has on every door in Inoo's house but what he do is futile since he cannot open any of the door. He just sat there and cry. He tried to call Inoo's phone and yet he was directed to voice mail. He does not want to give up now, he almost have Inoo, the latter will sooner or later admit his self on him not until a stupid he or she or whatever it is stole Inoo's attention away from him. He despise who ever that person is, he swear to whoever he can swear to that once he found out who that person is he's gonna drain the blood out of it.
---
The cinema incident is not yet over, it continued like that until the movie is done. Ryosuke is out leaving Chinen and Yuya alone.
"I don’t want to be here actually, I'm sorry I didn’t mean to ruin your date." Chi said
"It’s okay, it is Ryo who wants you to be here and I want Ryo to be here so I'm the one who are supposed to say I'm sorry."
"It’s okay." 'No its not! I cannot bear to see the two of you flirt with each other.' He thought and rolled his eyes
"So whats up?"
"Nothing’s up." Chinen answered and smiled
“Let’s get going. I have a lunch reservation at my family's restaurant." Yuya said and hold Ryo's hand
“Wait what? I'm gonna meet your parents now?!" he asked shockingly
"No. They're at the main branch, but if you want to we can see them."
“No, I’m not yet ready.” Ryosuke said and divert his attention away from Yuya
“Okay if you said so.” He answered and ruffles Ryo’s hair. Crack. Chinen felt his heart ache from the view. Yes he learned to love Yuya but watching this two love birds together pains him in the heart. He just want to end this now.
---
His food is way better than Ryo. It’s obvious that what we have is much expensive and way too delicious. He has parfait, roast beef and the house special. He doesn’t even know how to eat all of this, he doesn’t want to get started. Ryo looked on him pouting, well Ryo has this strawberry, and and strawberry shake and everything he loves but when he saw Chinen’s food he can’t help but to feel a little jealous.
“Come on now, Chi, eat it. Don’t be shy.” Yuya said and pat Chi’s shoulder
“Actually just by looking at it, I’m already full.”
“What?! No, I insist. It’s expensive you know, you must eat! There are lots of people out there who are
starving so you better eat it.” Yuya said and pouted
“Plus, I’ll be mad if you won’t eat it.” He added and pouted
“O-okay, I’ll eat it.” Chi answered and gets started with the food
“Why is it Chi has so many food?!” Ryo frown
“Well he needs it so he can grow taller.” Yuya answered and smiled
“Well I also need to become taller.” He answered like a kid so innocent yet deceitful
“No you’re fine just the way you are.” Yuya give out an assuring smile and Ryo just smiled back.
“Okay.” He answered plainly and put a mouthful pasta
“You got sauce on your cheeks.” Yuya said and wiped it with his thumb then licked it
“Hey! It’s dirty.”
“It’s from your face, I believe you’re not dirty.” Yuya answered
‘Please God get me out of here.’ Chinen pleaded in his mind, he cannot watch this scene anymore, not anymore.
“Hey next time I’ll bring my best friend so that Chi has a partner, you seems lonely.” Yuya said
“No don’t worry about me I’m fine.” ‘I don’t want your pity.’ He thought and just eat his food silently
---
Walking in the mall, hand on hand, talking about the most nonsense stuff, Yuya felt that the world stopped for the two of them but on the other hand Ryo felt guilty at the same time worried. What if Daiki saw him with Yuya? He wants to have a deeper relationship with Daiki and he does not want this scene will ruin everything, but he just can’t leave Yuya alone.
“Yuto? Keito?” Chi said. Yuya and Ryo looked on the direction Chi is looking on then there they found Keito and Yuto hand on hand
“Hey guys.” Ryo said
“Hey.” They answered this time they removed their clasp hands
“Who’s this gentleman?” Keito asked to break the silence
“Oh, you haven’t formally meet yet, this guy here is Takaki Yuya. My boyfriend.” Ryosuke said a little unsure
yet he didn’t show it for he does not want to hurt Yuya’s feeling
“Nice meeting you. I’m Yuto, and this is my boyfriend Keito.” Yuto said and waited for a sour reaction of Chi but to his dismay there is none
“Hi, nice to meet you to.” Yuya said
“So where are you going?” Chi asked
“Heading home actually.” Keito answered
“Can I join you?” Chi asked
“Shu-“ Yuto was about to answered but was cut off
“No Chi you can’t. They’re still on a date remember, don’t ruin it. You guys go ahead. Chi will stay.” Ryo said and put his arms around Chi, both Chi and Yuya was shocked by Ryo’s action
“Oh, okay.” Yuto answered and Keito just squeezed the latter’s hand to calm him down
“Bye guys.” Ryo bid goodbye and dragged Chi and Yuya out of the scene
“He is the last guy I want to meet in this situation.” Yuto said and sighed
“You mean Ryo or Chi?” he asked
“Both.” The latter answered and started walking
---
“Can’t you see this is their first date, you being there isn’t kinda awkward?” Ryo said
“Well, you answer your own question, this is your first formal date and me being here isn’t awkward?” Chi said in sarcasm
“Well, no since I invited you. Unlike what you’ve did earlier, you are the one who tries to squeeze in the picture.” Ryo said and smirked
“You know what!” Chi was about to burst in anger but Yuya handled it
“Okay, okay you don’t need to fight. Come here.” He said and dragged the two in an ice cream parlor
“1 medium strawberry and 1 large vanilla ice with chocolate chips.” He said and the staff gave their orders
“Here, cool your heads down.” He said
“Eeeeh, Chi’s ice cream is much better than mine again. That’s it I’m going to the comfort room.” Ryo said. Chi and Yuya both sighed.
“Why are you doing this?” Chi asked
“What do you mean?”
“Are you doing this because I said that you must prioritize me?” Chi answered his own question
“Well yes because-“
“Then you’re wrong! If you keep on doing this, you’ll be the reason why Ryo will leave you.” Chi answered
“But since I have Chi’s trust then I know you’ll defend me on him and make Ryo realize that what I’m doing this for our relationship.” Yuya said and touched Chi’s hand which the latter flinched away
“Fine. Just don’t exaggerate it.” He said and eat his ice cream cause he saw Ryo approaching
“Yuya.” Ryo called out
“Babe I’m sorry.” Yuya said immediately
“No its okay, just take me home. I guess I’m tired.” He said
“Okay.”
“Come Chi.” Ryo said and hook his arms on Chinen
---
The date was ended with a kiss, it’s short but sweet and Chi can feel that his tears were about to fall so he immediately wipe it out. He should have just walked home instead on taking the offer of Yuya taking him home.
“Bye Chi, and I’m sorry. Bye babe. Take care of my best friend, take care in going home!” Ryo said and get out of the car. The drive was silent, no one dared to talk but that’s okay so that Yuya won’t hear Chi’s trembling voice because the latter is trying his best not to cry.
“I-its here. Just drop me here.” He said in stiff tone
“Oh.” Yuya said and hit the break, Chi wants to get off the car as fast as he can but Yuya grabbed his hands
“Chi, thank you for today.” Yuya said full of care and sincerity
“I-it’s nothing.” He said stuttering
“Goodnight Chi.” He said gently
“Goodnight Takaki-kun.” He replied, he just wants to burst in tears. Before he can freely say Yuya but now, too much reality was exposed to him and that he cannot utter anymore words. He’s in pain, he love his best friend’s boyfriend. Guilty pleasure? Not really. More like guilt and guilt alone. Guilt is eating him alive.
Author's note: ugh. stomach paiiiiiin -.- Hahaha Happy Birthday to our beloved Hikaru-kun :3 this was supposed to be Hikaru centri but seems like its going to be on the next chappie :3 Hahaha, anyways, i dont have much to say. but i really hope you enjoyed reading this :3 Hahaha. Comments are loved <3 <3 <3
Author:lo_ve_21
Pairing:AriYama, OkaJima, TakaChi, HikaNooBu
Rating: R
Genre:Romance, Angst, Shounen Ai
Warnings: none so far :/
Summary:“Humans are not some thing you should possess.”
The banging on his room startled Yuuri, at first he doesn’t want to get up from bed but seems like the person behind his doors won’t stop until he do so, so he lazily walked to the door and open it.
"What the hell!"
“Woah, you looked zombiefied.” Ryosuke said and made his way inside Yuuri’s room
"Get dress, Yuya asked me out today, he want me to go on a date with him." Ryo added and pout
"Why do I have to tag along too? Its Saturday, it’s my rest day. Please spare me this day." Yuri begged
"Chi please I'm begging you." Ryo also begged
"Why do I have to tag along anyway?" Yuri asked
"Because I'm not that comfortable around him yet." Ryosuke answered while playing on his thumbs
"What? But he's already your boyfriend remember?!"
"I know that, but. Please just tag along, it won’t be long, plus this is the last time I'm gonna asked you to tag along. So pretty please?" Ryosuke flashed his puppy eyes
"You're not gonna put that puppy eyes out until I say yes aren’t you" and Ryosuke just shake his head as answer.
---
He doesn’t want to live anymore that’s because the guy of his life, no let me rephrase it, his life just tell him to get lost. He doesn’t even know what he did wrong, all he know that is he give everything he can give and he protect Inoo with all his might, but this what he will receive. He haven’t eaten any of his meals since what happen yesterday and he's only drinking alcohol just like how he drink water.
"Young master you should eat some food, you've been drinking that since last night."
"Please get Inoo for me."
"We can’t get through his phone but as soon as-"
"If you can’t get Inoo for me then fuck off! I won’t eat until Inoo is in my arms!" he said and rushed to his room. He grabbed his jacket, phone and wallet and get out of the house.
---
He doesnt have a choice, he end up joining the couples date, Ryo wear his casual clothes like he doesnt even prepared for this date. Chi has been noticing that somehow Ryo careless of Yuya or maybe thats what he thought.
"Babe!" Yuya shouted and that cut of Chi's trains of thought
"Dont shout babe infront of many people its embarrassing." Ryosuke said blushing, just after Ryo said that that is the time Yuya noticed
"Oh Chi is also with us." He said and Chi just forced a smile out of his face
"Yea, I tagged him along so mom will allow me to go out, you wouldn’t mind do you?"
"No not at all."
"Come let’s get going." Ryosuke said and hook his fingers onto Yuya.
"He doesn’t want to be called babe and yet he is too showy." Chinen thought and roll his eyes. The couples decided to watched movies and Chi doesn’t know what to do but just agree
"We'll seat here," Ryosuke point the three consecutive seats in the middle section
"No wait I'll seat here." Chinen interrupted and point away from the two
"What no, you'll seat with us and that's final." Ryo said stubbornly
"That would be 1200 yen sir." Yuya was about to pull out some money
"No I'm gonna pay for mine." Chi butt in again
"Don’t worry about it it’s my treat." Yuya smiled and immediately gave it to the clerk, Chi was of course embarrassed and at the same time, pissed, why can’t he just decide on his own. Inside the cinema he can’t concentrate on the cinema because he can here the giggling of Ryo which kinda pissed him off. They should have just rent a hotel room if they're gonna go all giggly and stuff. He just want everything to be over.
---
He tried every key he has on every door in Inoo's house but what he do is futile since he cannot open any of the door. He just sat there and cry. He tried to call Inoo's phone and yet he was directed to voice mail. He does not want to give up now, he almost have Inoo, the latter will sooner or later admit his self on him not until a stupid he or she or whatever it is stole Inoo's attention away from him. He despise who ever that person is, he swear to whoever he can swear to that once he found out who that person is he's gonna drain the blood out of it.
---
The cinema incident is not yet over, it continued like that until the movie is done. Ryosuke is out leaving Chinen and Yuya alone.
"I don’t want to be here actually, I'm sorry I didn’t mean to ruin your date." Chi said
"It’s okay, it is Ryo who wants you to be here and I want Ryo to be here so I'm the one who are supposed to say I'm sorry."
"It’s okay." 'No its not! I cannot bear to see the two of you flirt with each other.' He thought and rolled his eyes
"So whats up?"
"Nothing’s up." Chinen answered and smiled
“Let’s get going. I have a lunch reservation at my family's restaurant." Yuya said and hold Ryo's hand
“Wait what? I'm gonna meet your parents now?!" he asked shockingly
"No. They're at the main branch, but if you want to we can see them."
“No, I’m not yet ready.” Ryosuke said and divert his attention away from Yuya
“Okay if you said so.” He answered and ruffles Ryo’s hair. Crack. Chinen felt his heart ache from the view. Yes he learned to love Yuya but watching this two love birds together pains him in the heart. He just want to end this now.
---
His food is way better than Ryo. It’s obvious that what we have is much expensive and way too delicious. He has parfait, roast beef and the house special. He doesn’t even know how to eat all of this, he doesn’t want to get started. Ryo looked on him pouting, well Ryo has this strawberry, and and strawberry shake and everything he loves but when he saw Chinen’s food he can’t help but to feel a little jealous.
“Come on now, Chi, eat it. Don’t be shy.” Yuya said and pat Chi’s shoulder
“Actually just by looking at it, I’m already full.”
“What?! No, I insist. It’s expensive you know, you must eat! There are lots of people out there who are
starving so you better eat it.” Yuya said and pouted
“Plus, I’ll be mad if you won’t eat it.” He added and pouted
“O-okay, I’ll eat it.” Chi answered and gets started with the food
“Why is it Chi has so many food?!” Ryo frown
“Well he needs it so he can grow taller.” Yuya answered and smiled
“Well I also need to become taller.” He answered like a kid so innocent yet deceitful
“No you’re fine just the way you are.” Yuya give out an assuring smile and Ryo just smiled back.
“Okay.” He answered plainly and put a mouthful pasta
“You got sauce on your cheeks.” Yuya said and wiped it with his thumb then licked it
“Hey! It’s dirty.”
“It’s from your face, I believe you’re not dirty.” Yuya answered
‘Please God get me out of here.’ Chinen pleaded in his mind, he cannot watch this scene anymore, not anymore.
“Hey next time I’ll bring my best friend so that Chi has a partner, you seems lonely.” Yuya said
“No don’t worry about me I’m fine.” ‘I don’t want your pity.’ He thought and just eat his food silently
---
Walking in the mall, hand on hand, talking about the most nonsense stuff, Yuya felt that the world stopped for the two of them but on the other hand Ryo felt guilty at the same time worried. What if Daiki saw him with Yuya? He wants to have a deeper relationship with Daiki and he does not want this scene will ruin everything, but he just can’t leave Yuya alone.
“Yuto? Keito?” Chi said. Yuya and Ryo looked on the direction Chi is looking on then there they found Keito and Yuto hand on hand
“Hey guys.” Ryo said
“Hey.” They answered this time they removed their clasp hands
“Who’s this gentleman?” Keito asked to break the silence
“Oh, you haven’t formally meet yet, this guy here is Takaki Yuya. My boyfriend.” Ryosuke said a little unsure
yet he didn’t show it for he does not want to hurt Yuya’s feeling
“Nice meeting you. I’m Yuto, and this is my boyfriend Keito.” Yuto said and waited for a sour reaction of Chi but to his dismay there is none
“Hi, nice to meet you to.” Yuya said
“So where are you going?” Chi asked
“Heading home actually.” Keito answered
“Can I join you?” Chi asked
“Shu-“ Yuto was about to answered but was cut off
“No Chi you can’t. They’re still on a date remember, don’t ruin it. You guys go ahead. Chi will stay.” Ryo said and put his arms around Chi, both Chi and Yuya was shocked by Ryo’s action
“Oh, okay.” Yuto answered and Keito just squeezed the latter’s hand to calm him down
“Bye guys.” Ryo bid goodbye and dragged Chi and Yuya out of the scene
“He is the last guy I want to meet in this situation.” Yuto said and sighed
“You mean Ryo or Chi?” he asked
“Both.” The latter answered and started walking
---
“Can’t you see this is their first date, you being there isn’t kinda awkward?” Ryo said
“Well, you answer your own question, this is your first formal date and me being here isn’t awkward?” Chi said in sarcasm
“Well, no since I invited you. Unlike what you’ve did earlier, you are the one who tries to squeeze in the picture.” Ryo said and smirked
“You know what!” Chi was about to burst in anger but Yuya handled it
“Okay, okay you don’t need to fight. Come here.” He said and dragged the two in an ice cream parlor
“1 medium strawberry and 1 large vanilla ice with chocolate chips.” He said and the staff gave their orders
“Here, cool your heads down.” He said
“Eeeeh, Chi’s ice cream is much better than mine again. That’s it I’m going to the comfort room.” Ryo said. Chi and Yuya both sighed.
“Why are you doing this?” Chi asked
“What do you mean?”
“Are you doing this because I said that you must prioritize me?” Chi answered his own question
“Well yes because-“
“Then you’re wrong! If you keep on doing this, you’ll be the reason why Ryo will leave you.” Chi answered
“But since I have Chi’s trust then I know you’ll defend me on him and make Ryo realize that what I’m doing this for our relationship.” Yuya said and touched Chi’s hand which the latter flinched away
“Fine. Just don’t exaggerate it.” He said and eat his ice cream cause he saw Ryo approaching
“Yuya.” Ryo called out
“Babe I’m sorry.” Yuya said immediately
“No its okay, just take me home. I guess I’m tired.” He said
“Okay.”
“Come Chi.” Ryo said and hook his arms on Chinen
---
The date was ended with a kiss, it’s short but sweet and Chi can feel that his tears were about to fall so he immediately wipe it out. He should have just walked home instead on taking the offer of Yuya taking him home.
“Bye Chi, and I’m sorry. Bye babe. Take care of my best friend, take care in going home!” Ryo said and get out of the car. The drive was silent, no one dared to talk but that’s okay so that Yuya won’t hear Chi’s trembling voice because the latter is trying his best not to cry.
“I-its here. Just drop me here.” He said in stiff tone
“Oh.” Yuya said and hit the break, Chi wants to get off the car as fast as he can but Yuya grabbed his hands
“Chi, thank you for today.” Yuya said full of care and sincerity
“I-it’s nothing.” He said stuttering
“Goodnight Chi.” He said gently
“Goodnight Takaki-kun.” He replied, he just wants to burst in tears. Before he can freely say Yuya but now, too much reality was exposed to him and that he cannot utter anymore words. He’s in pain, he love his best friend’s boyfriend. Guilty pleasure? Not really. More like guilt and guilt alone. Guilt is eating him alive.
Author's note: ugh. stomach paiiiiiin -.- Hahaha Happy Birthday to our beloved Hikaru-kun :3 this was supposed to be Hikaru centri but seems like its going to be on the next chappie :3 Hahaha, anyways, i dont have much to say. but i really hope you enjoyed reading this :3 Hahaha. Comments are loved <3 <3 <3