I'm depressed... Why??? I dont know. I'm just extreamly depressed and I dont know why. I just feel like things are wronge. This feeling that something is wronge. And i want to fix it. But what is IT. I feel like its not in the apartment and it may not even be physical. I dont know maby it is. I dont know... maby its just the season.

Always I know You'll be at my show
Watching Waiting Comiserateing.
Say it ant so I will not go turn the lights off
Carry me home
Keep your head still I'll be your thrill and I'll go on
Little and you.

Yeah just pooped in my head desided to post. Kinda tired long night
LA. Kinda stanks but thats my own fault for the most part.
Ahhh i'm hungry

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You ever get so thirsty your throught hurts. And i dont mean is just a little dry and is sore I mean HURTS. I woke up this morning with in Pain so I drank a big bottle of water and it still hurts... I dont know why I get dehydrated so fast all the time. Its not a fun thing. And Im always waking up dehydrated its like my body is regecting the water ( Read more... )

Well, on my end lots of cher stuff... Its an on going thing. I miss her so much currently and everyone else.. this job wears on you sometimes. at least I get a couple of days off after this. So i'll have to be hanging out with peps. I got to episode 129 on Bleach... theres got to be more but is it out yet? If anyone knows please tell me. I'm ( Read more... )

I hate break ups. Its likes eating sloppy joes. Even if you use a nife and fork its still messy. Feelings get hurt no matter how hard you try not to hurt them on both sides. Both sides get offended. And all fall victom. To one things or another. This is heart wrenching and painful. I dont know how to handle it. I guess in the past I would just ( Read more... )

Ok i'm feeling the burn on my left arm. My right arm is spared from the burn but my left(drivers tan) is RED. Camping was fun. But it was a vistiting sort of thing glad to be back. though I am completely exhausted.

WHY IS EVERYONES B-DAY IN JUNE soooooo many b days i cant keep up this month even the onese i know i cant seem to call them i'm always doing something. What happend in sept that made all the parents go out together and deside to get some hanky panky i mean its kinda rediculouse how many bdays are in june. so happy bday all june birthdays. ok on to ( Read more... )