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i forgot that i think too much and too negatively and have to just deal and i forgot how good it is and i forgot to listen to dntel. and i also forgot that i'm an asshole too. and that i suck at life too. and that no one can be perfect in this mess. and that everything is becoming and changing and that we do the best we can and that you have to ( Read more... )

this afternoon reminded me why i am the way i am, why i hate everything about the lives of men and will continue to hate the life of man for the rest of mine and why i am going to leave it and do my best at leading a life of true fulfillment instead of grabbing some shit out of the toilet they've given me and calling it an honest existence. ( Read more... )

we helped pam paint an old couples house. penny and kenny. hehe. they were watching bad tv almost the entire time we were there. that stupid new aol commercial came on and their forty something year old daughter that lives with them asks, actually asks, "whats a minizzle?" and kenny goes "you'll have to check with snoop dog." it was funny just ( Read more... )

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i love how his mom always, without fail, comes into whatever room we're in and no matter what we're doing, turns on the light. watching tv, turns on a light. (you dont need light to watch tv. it IS a light.) sewing with one light on already, turns another light on. typewritering in front of a window in the middle of the day, turns on a light. what ( Read more... )

we were in rockport but it was hawaii also, and danny and chris and my parents were there and then there was an elementary school room with a bunch of little kiddies running around and then there was this old chinese couple that had a polaroid but didn't have film but i recalled that i bought the incorrect kind of film for my polaroid and they had ( Read more... )

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it was ever so pleasant having
the tits the ass the beer and the pussy
all together again at last

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