As you can tell, it's 2:14 in the morning...and I probably should be passed out on my bed from how long this day has been...but instead I'm sitting on my new computer...no one's up to tell them about my day ( Read more... )

begins with a single step ( Read more... )

So I updated my journal (finally!)...by transposing the entries from another one, so most of them are here now...they're really here for my own sake...I have no idea what I'm going to write in here anymore? Because some things are just too personal...but just like life, you can't predict what's to come...

All of a sudden the end of the summer is nearing...and yeah it's scaring me because I'm realizing just how much I'm gonna miss everything when I leave, and how everyday is one day less here and one day closer to there...but instead of getting sad...which I'm already doing by crying my eyes out at this very moment...I'm remembering all the stuff I ( Read more... )

...I always do little flashbacks in my head of what was going on in my life a year ago, etc...so today is my daddy's birthday, and on this date a year ago, he came home from the hospital…I remember how scared I was of losing him, and the day he came home was one of the happiest days of my life…and today, I'm so grateful for still having him in my ( Read more... )

WOW! So I went to go visit MY school! Whose? MINE!!!! Ah! I finally arrived to the University at 8 in the morning today, it was raining and dreary. I had A LOT of things to take care of in 3 hours (had to be back at airport at 11)…so, I didn't even get to look around, I was just rushing from building to building giving papers, money, etc…then, when ( Read more... )

...here I am again, 10 something at night and on a plane to NY...and God help me, I'm listening to Celine Dion….=). I think my pen is going to blow up (cool!). If you read that last sentence fast, it could be understood as "my penis going to blow up"…yeah, blame it on cabin fever ( Read more... )

So here I am, it's Monday July 21, and I'm in the airport waiting to board a flight to NYC and a connection to...Syracuse. You'd figured I'd be ecstatic out my ass, but I find myself emotionless...the only hint of real feeling is this anxiety that's slowly suffocating me...I'm finding that it's hard for people to be sincerely, purely and selflessly ( Read more... )

I GOT INTO SYRACUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow….this is cliché (I know)…but I don't even know where to begin ( Read more... )