I really don't know why...

[loboazul_3]

I even try anymore...

I've decided that I fall in love far too easily and I never get anythig out of it but heartache... and then I end up jaded and no one likes me anyway... Fuck this...

Tell me what I'm doing wrong? Cuz I honestly want to avoid it for the rest of time...

Comments

[mon_froid_sang]

Maybe I'm jaded myself, but I feel like pain is involved whenever love is... even if you get the person you desire. So maybe you should just look at this scenario and think: "hey, at least I didn't have to deal with the pain of breaking up with him/her and seeing him/her with another person." Because that kind of stuff hurts, too. And even if one ends up being with someone for the x amount of years it takes to get out of college, the likeliness of that relationship surviving afterwards is even slimmer. I'm not saying give up, I'm just saying take every step knowing it may be painful eventually, even if that person falls in love with you, too.