So last night was an absolute mostly not totally disaster. Papo and cars - thats all i have to say i hope. Pino is a dick. and my mom is being a bitch. other than that... peachy king.
Sooo nervous. Seeing heiler tonight. Don't know what to wear, how to act, what to say, what to do. plus got into fight with mom this morning. don't like working for discovery, i miss cooper and hayes... want to go home already. thank god its almost the end of the day. today was heiler's first day of work... woowoo. god help me get through this.
Friday: supposed to go to car show with Papo. Heiler called around 8pm, wanted to come show me his new tattoos. Came and saw me... two new tattoos... got to kiss him and hug him... supposed to see him tomorrow evening. miss him lots, love him lots. miss him more.
i talked to Heiler. And it was good. He said that he's working on a lot of things right now because he needs to have something to offer me before he comes back to me, so he's been really busy lately working and getting his life together and stuff. And he still loves me. And i might see him next week sometime.
Alright, I think I wanna get another tattoo for my bday. I want it to have meaning for me in a long-term kind of way as well as be representative of where I am right now
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