Today has been hard work. The freeking kid annoyed me all day, he fucking jumped on my bad at ten this morning and woke me up, the wouldnt get off me until I promised to get up. Needless to say I didnt get up for another hour. Then I spent all day trying to get her away from me, then when she was getting ready to go home she said Id annoyed her! ID ( Read more... )

Well today hasnt been too bad, I lost my little 'stay up late game' last night cause I felt really ill and went to bed early. But then I had to get up early cause I have to look after this baby and kid. The Kid drove me potty all day, I cant stand little kids...they fucking piss me off...this one is no exception. The baby is pretty easy to look ( Read more... )

Nicola tried to overdose again at the weekend. Im so fucking worried for her. I want to be there so bad, you know. I want to hug her and make every little bit of pain she feels go away. But I cant. I have no money to get there, I need to raise it. Hummmmm Ive got a few things I could sell. I might try and talk my mum round tomoz, she might pay for ( Read more... )

Im so tired now, this whole media thing has worn me down for a while now, but I mean today its all blown up, I havent had a second to just sit and relax...argh....all I want more than anything is another week to sort everything out...hahahahhah

Peter just asked me if I wanted to go to the cinema at the weekend which should be good, at least I can ( Read more... )

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Well shit loads has happened to me

Basically yesterday was the day of the 'rebel sheep' party...Lauras msn group, at Frayas house. Fraya invited me but I decided Id only go for a few minutes to give Claire come posters and see if my film for my media worked. So I walked up to Fraya's and everyone was really suprised and seemed quite angry that I ( Read more... )

Worms of the earth, rise in numbers
A silent night brings them upon us
Rising from the soil to torment the living
Torment the living

Gentlemen, our faith is wounded
And yes, we are wounded too
They’ve come out from the swamp
But we, we stand on both legs

They will roll over and over and over again
And another lonely pacifist lying in the sun
There is no ( Read more... )

I lasted until 1am last night...fuck yeah...pretty dam proud of that, only it means I stay in bed, Ive only just gotten up *rolls eyes*

*sobs* Ive been looking at Laura's msn group, and it just made me cry so badly, I love my old friends so dam much, and I never get to talk to them properly anymore. I looked through everthing they've done together without me and I cried, I wanted to be there so dam much, just to laugh at the jokes, and have fun. Ive missed out on so much. I feel ( Read more... )

What comes to mind when you hear ( Read more... )