I'm a wreck. I always told myself that I was bigger than this, and that I wouldn't act the way I'm acting. Even though I have the right to feel the way I do, I feel so infantile for doing so. I just want to be the friend I've always been and not lose the one friendship that matters most. Things are gonna be tough now. I still have hope though.

Today provided much needed relief from the past few days of unflitered nothingness. Today was the last day I would ever see Belen (insert really sad music here) for probanly many years 0.0 ( Read more... )

i am a f***ing idiot. :)

Its only been five days, since I got out of school, but I must say that I have never ever been so bored in my entire life. I need to get out, i need to get a job, i need to do something , anything, to take my mind of the monotomy of this vegetative existence. I mean what truer testament can their be to my lack of alternative time consuming options ( Read more... )

Today was a sad day. But, I have never had so much hope for the future. I have never been so excited about something a few weeks down the line. Best of all, I have certain infallible guarantees that assure me that I will be so much happier in just a little while ( Read more... )

It has been quite a while since I last updated this thing and since today I happen to have a much appreciated-though not nessecarily much deserved-respite from final and AP exams I have dedicated this day to post up wahtever hogwash occurs to me in the vaccuous chamber that is my skull ( Read more... )

well lesly just left my house. i had fun hanging out today. i hope i can drop by her school on tuesday and give her her gift. whoa, three years, thats intense; longer than most celebrity marriages ( Read more... )

Driving away from the wreck of the day ( Read more... )

Hate it or love it the under dog's on top And I'm gon shine homie until my heart stop!!

i haven't updated in a while. why is this you ask, well its because i've been extraordinarily busy and i dunno i guess i just haven't gotten around to it.

well i got work to do.

peace.