IS ANYBODY ALIVE OUT THERE?!?!

i havent slep, i have no more blood, i have lots of work, i havent played enough tennis, i havent talked and had fun, i cant wait till break

why dont i sleep? i feel like im slowly, painlessly, discretely, but undoubtedly killing myself....
- we're dropping like flies -

Today has been great, just great. :) I've gotten calls from my best friends around the globe, and emails and e-cards, and presents and hugs, and cake, brownies, ahhh yay! im super happy, its not the material things that make me happy, its the fact that everybody remembered me! I dont think i've ever gotten so much attention on my birthday, 17 has ( Read more... )

my life is full of contradictions right now. I care, but i dont. I wanted it, but i didnt. It bothers me, but not really. I wish it would have worked out. W/e, i'll get over it, i guess its just one of those times when u feel alone and u feel like no1 really cared in the first place. sorta makes me feel worthless, but not really. I guess i at least ( Read more... )

im feeling really upset, like most of the other IB pple right now. Its crazy how all this work can bring the stress level up so high that we all just sort of explode at the same moment. and to add to that stress we watch American History X to just throw us all off track. And then well....im just retarded and nothing makes sense right now. I feel ( Read more... )

American History X

why?

today kicked ass. teaching juan orals. bitching at girl in attendance office. going to meli's. talking about random stuff. sleeping. tanning. blasting music. running through fun sprinklers. jumping in pool. showering in backyard. eating at chicken kitchen. going to old navy. practice. home. food. law n order. phone calls. Im still confused - but ( Read more... )

YAY! I learned how to click *rich text* and make pretty colors!!! lol...it took me a while, but i got it! lol....so yea this is not really an intresting post, im just bored....i guess you could say im pretty confused at this point...but w/e, such is life...im just gonna FLY with it....the world is a weird place...its too hard for me to understand

overall - ok weekend ( Read more... )

LOL - oh man, so the highlight of my day that totally makes me smile no matter what: our trip to the falls!!! I went out to dinner last nite and after we stuffed ourselves with hamburgers n chocolate, we went to visit the other ana at the falls!!! yay! lol, so we were totally baffled by this one wine opener, and it took 3 IB girls to figure out the ( Read more... )