How You Are In Love
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so, in 11 days I'm going to be getting drunk of my ass in celebration of my 21st birthday....I can't believe it's going to be here so soon. I have way too much anger within me right now...there are certain people I can't stand even thinking about or I get so pissed that I go to the gym and kick my ass to get some of the agression out. It also ( Read more... )

I had the weirdest dream last night. I dreampt that I switched bodies with Erik for a few days, that he went to my classes, I went to his....that I WAS him...it was sooooo weird.

It appears that my stalker found a girl stupid enough to date him....go for stupid freshman girls...always dependable to be stupid enough to date any desperate guy who gives them attention. I'm still massively in love with my new ipod...it does really rock, and amazingly in a school full of rich kids, it appears that I'm the only person with one as ( Read more... )

so I'm listening to my new ipod nano...which rocks by the way....and "If you're not the one" starts playing....wow, it's been almost 2 years since I broke up with Thomas. When I hear this song it reminds me that good guys are out there, and that we did really love each other. I don't think I will ever be able to say the same thing about Erik, I don ( Read more... )

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )

I find that every time I feel like I have Erik out of my brain, he somehow comes back and aggrivates me. First by the email which I found last week, then last night he IMs me....says he's not "angry with me anymore" etc...good for him (the stupid fuck). I stopped being angry at him the second I didn't have to deal with him anymore.

Luckily, I'm starting to feel pretty numb. Days are definitely better than ever, I'm having more fun with life right now, I feel more beautiful than ever....and my friends are the best support system I could ask for. Life is great.

The saying "when one door closes another one opens" is soooo true. I only broke up with Erik a few days ago, and I'm already talking to this HOT dude....yay for me.

I got a little upset over Erik yesterday, but I bounced back pretty fast when I realized that he was actually abusive....and he probably didn't give a shit that I broke up with him. But really, you know, I don't even miss talking to him right now. I feel like it was crazy for me to think I was going to be all upset if we broke up...because I'm ( Read more... )