1 - Represents the Inquirer - 4 - The Emperor.
Power; God influence
Your life will be smoother if you cultivate leadership and stability in order to progress. You may be influence by a charismatic personality. You may move into a position of power in your job. This is a good time for real estate transactions. Got influences come into your life. If in a negative position, this card indicates either a desire to control others or that you are being controlled.
2 - Helpful Forces - 6 - The Lovers.
An emotional decision.
A romantic encounter may come into your life. You may be faces with an attraction or a temptation that may not be good for you. There will be an attraction of opposites that will be difficult to reconcile in the long run. A difficult choice will arise; make your decision on the facts, not the emotions.
3 - Opposing Forces - 19 - The Sun.
Positive events.
Positive happenings leave you with a sense of freedom and joy. You may be blessed with material gain or recognition for your work. Good news is coming.
4 - Present Happenings or Frame of Mind - Seven of Pentacles.
Anxiety; progress stopped.
Progress could be stopped in the middle of a project. Be careful or you may be involved in bad investments. There is a possibility of anxiety about finances. Your effort is spent on the wrong things.
5 - Subconscious Feelings - Six of Pentacles.
Just rewards.
You will be receiving what is due you, positive or negative. Someone repays a past loan of money or time. Revive your outlook on life by helping others who are in need.
6 - Past Influences - 12 - The Hanged Man.
Suspended activity.
A challenge to the way you think and live is coming. A period of inaction signals a need for introspection and rethinking of goals. Keep your feet on the ground and do not be taken in by illusions. Everything is in suspension and now moving, perhaps because of your inability to make a decision.
7 - Possible Immediate Futute - 9 - The Hermit.
Solitude.
This card may represent a loner or one who prefers periods of solitude. A counselor or teacher gives you sound advice. Rethink your goals after giving the situation much thought; use all practical resources to come to your decision. Pull back from your frantic round of activities or your health and happiness may be harmed.
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8 - Fears and Attitudes - Knight of Pentacles.
Gains and losses.
There could be a gain or loss in finances. Salary increase is possible. The chance to purchase real estate may come about. A loan is repaid.
9 - Influence and Opinions of Family/Friends - 18 - The Moon.
Dreams; intuition.
Dreams, intuition, and/or psychic experiences will come unexpectedly. This is a time when you act on impulse without thinking things through. People who deal in illusion are drawn into your circle. Secret enemies are at work. Your negative and illusionary thinking are disrupting your progress. You feel victimized. Deceptions are being used against you.
10 - Results of Actions and Thoughts - 2 - High Priestess.
Unknown future.
Hidden influences are at work; the future is in the process of being formed and is not jelled enough yet to fully predict. Ancient mystical knowledge of practical information comes your way. This phase of your life is an appropriate time to practice developing intuition and psychic abilities, to be more introspective. This is an excellent time to make new goals or refine the old ones.
11 - Final Outcome - Nine of Cups.
Wishes granted.
Your wish will be granted. Success, accomplishment, and satisfaction will soon enter your life.
12 - Extra Clarification of #11 - Two of Cups.
Love; friendship; commitment.
A great love or friendship is now possible. This card can also indicate an engagement, marriage, or birth announcement. This is the necessity of a commitment of some kind.
13 - Extra Clarification of #11 - King of Swords.
Opposition; obey the laws.
This card suggests a powerful, but stubborn, masculine influence who may be opposing you. In a new project, do everything exactly by the rules or you will lose. There may be a need for the services of an attorney.
1 - Assuming this has to do with my involvement in getting Matt and Brian talking. "Cultivate leadership", and "Power" are the references I'm citing.
2 - Kinda obvious, silly little crush.
3, 4 & 5 - These kinda link, Stupid fear of good events as good brings bad.
6 - "Suspended activity" Single 2 or so odd years. Yes. Hi. Wonder what THAT means!
7 - Oh yes, that's what I wanted to hear, or so I originally thought. "Nothing good, 'cause I'll still be alone, right?" Opinion's changed since then... I think they're pointing out that I have a bad habit of stepping away once two people show interest in each other. I had a chance when Brian wasn't talking to him, but that was then. They're talking now.
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8 - Back to 3-5 again, Gains = Losses.
9 - Bahaha, in my dreams? I made a call for lesbian advice, does that count? That or someone doesn't want this to happen, but I couldn't tell you who..
10 - Well yeah, I have no fucking idea how this all will end up and that DRIVES ME CRAZY! I HATE NOT HAVING THE FAINTEST CLUE!
11 - ... What wishes?
12 - To be in love?
13 - Oh, but opposition, you say! I wonder who the masculine influence could be opposing me. Let me get back to you on that..
Yeah, I hate you, Tarot. All you convinced me to do was tell him I liked him, get my hopes up a little bit, then have me act silly when they connected. Are you telling me I should back off and things will end up as I want? If so, what is this wish I apparently have? The Two of Cups only implies it'll happen, not to me. Then "Obey the laws." Yes, do I obey my laws of standing back? Or what? I'm missing something here and I dun like it!
Well, 20/20 hindsight will answer the question in due time. >.>