so today was a good day. i arrived back at montclair around 130. chelsea, victoria and i ate lunch. sat around for awhile. went to dan's room to wish him a happy birthday where he asked us to join him with a "birthday blunt". so me, victoria, dan, and some girl went behind the music building where this random sculpture garden and fire pit was. so ( Read more... )

the air conditioner in my house broke today ( Read more... )

bye bye lock-nchase.
im not deleting you but no longer will you be written in.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh what did i just do, i want to die.

hi.bye.

there are 50 mph gusts of wind going on right now. seriously its hard to walk in a straight line its so fucking windy outside. i'm dreading walking to class. there is broken glass all over the concrete because of the wind shattering peoples windows ( Read more... )

i am so very happy i stayed this weekend.

oh fuck im scared as shit i almost just got in trouble for drinking in the dorms and the 9th floor RA just got me in trouble for using the boys bathroom. wtf man im scared as hell right now

all i want is a pair of arms. apparently when i'm drunk i hug alot of people..mostly boys. i just am so overwhelmed with things lately. i woke up way too late and missed my two morning classes. major headache, alot of time spent thinking about things. eventually came to a happy conclusion. i am where i want to be, just maybe not where i am supposed ( Read more... )

sick and miserable and tired and happy to be in my own bed. last night was probably the most fun i have had at montclair so far. maaan, it's gotta happen more often, i just wish there were better parties than sorority/frat ones. so really i am miserable now, my sinuses feel like someones hands are putting as much pressure as possible on me, and my ( Read more... )