Mandie <3s Care Bears ( Read more... )

"Some people think theyre horrible musicians just because it's coming from them. anyone else who plays it sounds great, but in their ears it sucks. You cant be like one of those people. Dont care about where your hands are, just worry about the music coming out, and the way it sounds to your ears and everything else will come together on its own. ( Read more... )

standing here.
not knowing what to do.
The wait is the worst part.
and i know they wont get it.
they just wont understand.
and then it will be over.

I never thought the end could come so fast.

So yesterday me and oompa finally got together and went shopping. :) it was so fun times! Then we got sick of the mall so we drove around in alsip for hours. Literally. lol. It was really nice though, we talked a lot. I love you oompa! I think I said I love you and gave her more hugs more than I ever have before. haha :) then Jamie went with us and ( Read more... )

I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard

Umm... havent written in a day or two. Nothing too major going on. Im now known as 'hey you little white girl' at work. people are mad at me. lots of them. i should like, become a mute becasue when i open my mouth i just fuck things up.

Sometimes, i just really hate watching what i say.

everything i have in my head ( Read more... )

you with the sad eyes, don't be discouraged
oh i realize it's hard to take courage
in a world full of people, you can lose sight of it all
and the darkness, inside you can make you feel so small...

but i see your true colors, shining through ( Read more... )

Dance was so fun times! I seriously had a blast. Me and Sarah were supposed to go shopping before to get junk for brigids but then brigids mom did it because they didnt get back from bowling until late. So I went to Sarahs and she was in full freak out mode because her hair was fucked up. Tee hee. It was funny. She scares me sometimes. We went to ( Read more... )

eek! my feets are throbbing! Im sore from health today. Yeah buns of steel. haha.

Got paid today. Fun times. Didnt pay me for ten hours though. bastards. I better get my money or ill kick some geffrey the garaffe ass.

tee hee.

Dance tomorrow! I got a hot pink boa from work. its pretty. and sparkly. and barbie. XD woot woot barbie!