Part CCCXIX - where getting lost seems familiar

[lockedinside]

today's not a great space. it's one of those where i wonder why everything doesn't seem to fit right. and it's not that i didn't have a good day, because usually nights like these come after everything has gone surprisingly right

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[fifteenthstreet]

i know exactly what you mean. i find it funny that i can give other people perspective in perfect clarity, yet when it comes to myself i'm a lost, bumbling idiot. "here. existing. stuck," i wrote essentially the same thing in my journal too. i feel so overwhelmingly selfish and lonely all tangled up in my own crap sometimes. but, here's to 2009 and trying to let someone inside our shells.