twenty - three more days of classes. thirty - four and a half days until i go home.

I have spring fever in the worst way. The worst way. Only twenty five more days of classes, though. I can manage that, right? Oh God please let me be able to manage that. My impatience is overwhelming ( Read more... )

I have this overwhelming desire to learn how to play the piano.

If looks could really kill then my profession would be staring.

Three hours past the worst night of my life. Okay so definitely not the worst but one of the lonliest for sure. And I was surrounded by people. But you were there and I'm really aching over this one. It's really beating me into the ground. And I've become a nutcase over it. You're killing me. Do you know it? It physically hurts to look at you and I ( Read more... )

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I thought I had this one in the bag but my confidence is gradually depleting. It shouldn't be this hard to talk to someone. Just simply talk. He's already initiated conversation once - he introduced himself out of the blue - but who am I to think that means anything? Some people are just friendly but he hasn't spoken since. Well, once. But my one ( Read more... )

Today is perfect for thinking. I really do love the gray days.

Sometimes I feel as if I am destined for lonliness. I ignore people and I'm very conscious of it but I don't think I can change it. I don't necessarily think that I am shy, maybe a little but that's a very small portion of the issue. I am very open and honest and it's not as if I am timid or reserved...I'm just not inclined to speak unless spoken ( Read more... )

The little things in life make me so happy. Like this new song that I downloaded. It's fantastic. But I'm not telling anyone what it is because it's just for me and I couldn't be more content to listen to it on repeat as I drive back and forth around campus with my windows down. Fantastic ( Read more... )