Shattered Pieces Will Remain
I've always said that Within Temptation must write some of their songs just for Supernatural because of how perfectly they seem to fit. And the amazing sweetgirl7808 has used some of their lyrics more than once in her artwork which always blows me away, and it always makes me squee when I see the Within Temptation lyrics, so...I told her I would make an all Within Temptation Supernatural Fanmix...this is it.
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Jan 2012 // Megaupload was shut down, links are no longer active
I will not be re-uploading these... unless someone specfically asks for them
Hopefully my personal ideas on the songs aren't like, way out in left field or anything ;)
Hand of Sorrow
I always thought of this as a Dean song, but while doing this fanmix, I decided it fits Sam pretty damn well too
Dean
The child without a name grew up to be the hand
To watch you, to shield you, or kill on demand
The choice he made he could not comprehend
Sam
The curse of his powers tormented his life
Obeying the crown was a sinister crime
His soul was tortured by love and by pain
He surely would flee but the oath made him stay
He’s torn between his honor and the true love of his life
He prayed for both but was denied
Both
So many dreams are broken and so much we sacrifice
Was it worth the ones we loved and had to leave behind?
So many years have passed toward a noble land of lies
Will all our sins be justified?
Destroyed
Maybe not the lyrics as a whole, but the except below (that goes with the picture) is pretty much self-explanatory
It's so easy to destroy and condemn
The ones you do not understand
Do you ever wonder if it's justified?
Dark Wings
Season Two Sam, when he's confused and upset about his unknown part in the Yellow Eyed Demon's war and his powers he can't control
Why was I one of the chosen ones?
Into a fight I could not see
The magic and the strength of my power
It was beyond my wildest dreams
It's the Fear
Season Two Sam, afraid of what the demon's plans are for him. Or, in my warped mind, what the audience saw as a very frightened out of control Sam in Born Under a Bad Sign, before it was revealed that he was actually possessed.
I fear of who I’m becoming
I fear that I’m losing
The struggle within
I can no longer restrain it
My strength, it is fading
I have to give in
It’s the fear
The fear of the dark
It's growing inside of me
That one day will come to light
Deciever of Fools
The Yellow Eyed Demon, and how he liked to fuck with people's heads and dreamwalk, forcing them to crack and come to his side
He feeds on fear
Poisons the truth
To gain their faith
To lead the way
To a world of decay
He rules your heart
He will sell your soul to the grave
Without a hesitation he'll make
He belongs to the dark
Forgiven
Dean feeling completely lost after Sam dies
I’ve been so lost since you’ve gone
Why not me before you?
Why did fate deceive me?
Everything turned out so wrong
Why did you leave me in silence?
Blooded
Meh, I just really like this song, and it seems kind of epic to me, which of course screams All Hell Breaks Loose
~Instrumental~
Final Destination
Season Three Sam, first lyric excerpt is just him escaping his death but facing a even bigger foe now, and the second would be him trying to harden himself, team up with Ruby, and just go against what he used to do
I escaped my final moment
But it's turning back on me
On every corner I can feel it, waiting
And just a moment of no awareness
I could easily slip away
And then I'll be gone forever
~*~
All around me I see danger
And it's closing in on me
Every second I can hear it
Breathing
I can't stand the fear inside of me
'Cause it’s leading me astray
And it will be my ending
The Cross
Season Three Sam, being pissed at Dean for ignoring the deal he made and pretending like everything is a-okay
Nothing's ever changed, just a turn away
You've washed your hands
You've made that all too clear
You just keep on living this lie
You refuse to see I'm in agony
The cross I bear
But you don't seem to care
Even Judas knew he had lied
Another Day
Again, Season Three Sam (wow, I ended up with a lot of Sam angst lol) and the way he feels Dean is just walking away from him and leaving him behind
I know you're going away
I take my love into another day
In my thoughts you're with me
I fell in love with your ways
I know you're going away
Leads my heart into a daze
I know you're going away
Leaves a void in my heart and soul
Running Up That Hill
Okay, so maybe this isn't 100% canon, but I think if it was a choice (which it's obviously not) I think Sam would be more than willing to switch places with Dean
Oh tell me, we both matter, don't we
It's you and me that won't be unhappy
And if I only could
Make a deal with God
And let him swap our places
Be running up that road
Be running up that hill
Be running up that building
A Dangerous Mind
Mid Season Three Dean (whoo Dean angst this time!) Mostly about/after Dream a Little Dream of Me and his confrontation with his alter/future self
It's in your eyes, what's on your mind
I see the truth that you've buried inside
It's in your eyes, what's on your mind
There is no mercy just anger I find
I find
Angels
Here's a convoluted one, it's about Sam trusting Ruby, her telling him that she can save Dean, but then she tells Dean the truth that she can't. This is sorta...if/when Sam finds out she lied
You took my heart
Deceived me right from the start
You showed me dreams
I wished they would turn into real
You broke the promise and made me realize
It was all just a lie
Pale
Dean, around the end of Dream a Little Dream of Me when he finally admits/decides he really doesn't want to go and wants to fight the deal, and also him seeing the change in Sam. Sam was sort of Dean's conscience in the past two seasons and the roles have reversed now, and Dean's starting to see that and that he needs to stick around for Sam
Through the mist, see the face
Of an angel, calls my name
I remember you're the reason I have to stay
Have to try
To break free
From the thoughts in my mind
Use the time that I have
I can't say goodbye
Have to make it right
Have to fight
’Cause I know in the end it's worth while
That the pain that I feel slowly fades away
It will be alright
Bittersweet
More Sam angst about Dean leaving him. Also sort of about Mystery Spot when he actually "loses" Dean
If I tell you
Will you listen?
Will you stay?
Will you be here forever?
Never go away
Never thought things would change
Hold me tight
Please don't say again
That you have to go
Memories
Sam, during the alternate solo reality in Mystery Spot, his memories are all he has of Dean, or possibly even Sam after the deal comes due
In this world you tried
Not leaving me alone behind
There's no other way
I prayed to the gods let him stay
The memories ease the pain inside
Now I know why
All of my memories keep you near
In silent moments imagine you here
All of my memories keep you near
Your silent whispers, silent tears
Made me promise I'd try
To find my way back in this life
I hope there is a way
To give me a sign you're okay
Reminds me again it's worth it all
So I can go on
Frozen
Sam during his solo alternate reality in Mystery Spot, and the way he shut himself down, focused only on revenge
Tell me I’m frozen but what can I do?
Can’t tell the reasons I did it for you
When lies turn into truth I sacrificed for you
You say that I’m frozen but what can I do?
The Promise
And even more solo alternate reality Mystery Spot Sam, and his single-minded hunt for the trickster
After the night he died
I wept my tears until they dried
But the pain stayed the same
I didn't want him to die all in vain
I made a promise to revenge his soul in time
I'll make them bleed down at my feet
Blue Eyes
This is still Season Three Sam, sort of how he's giving up and focusing on the bad in the world, shutting himself down, much like we see in Jus in Bello
This heart was hurt by the light and
I see your world that tries to deny us
Now everything that I love has died or has been shattered to pieces
It's always the same, I fear no way out
I cannot break it
I can take it no more
It's burning me up inside
Lost all my tears, can't cry
No reason, no meaning
Just hatred
No matter how hard I try
You fear the beast inside
It's growing, it's waiting
Just to hurt you
Our Farewell
Either Dean, when he loses Sam in All Hell Breaks Loose or Sam when he loses Dean in Mystery Spot both times they managed to find their way back to each other
Never thought
This day would come so soon
We had no time to say goodbye
How can the world just carry on?
I feel so lost when you’re not at my side
But there's nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?
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