I miss Artisha.

I am so confused. I hate the feeling of know what I want and I just want to pursue it but waiting for that person and letting them go is so hard. I wish I could change someones freewill. I wish I had that power, but then what would it be if I could. I just want that desire from that person. Well, I will just do my best to bite my tongue, wait for ( Read more... )

So, I have so many feelings on this subject of love, and relationships. What does it matter, I put trust in someone and my time and energy into.. and it leads to NOTHING. well I have couple words for her... Her lose.. Big one too. Cause you won't find any better man, Treated you to the best I could and would do anything I could for you. Your Lose ( Read more... )

Why do I have to be so complicated. Why can't I just be simple?

My life seems as it has hit a HUGE hurdle and its hard to jump it. I am strong, but weak at the same time. I have what it takes to do it. I just hurt. the hurt is eating me alive. My life has been a disaster lately.

Well, I have a lot of feelings on my mind right now, Tomorrow will be a day that I change my life around.

Good night

Things in my life are starting to turn around. I have decided to change a bunch of things to better my life. I am feeling much better ( Read more... )

This week has been the most crappy week I have had in my life. I only have myself to thank for it ( Read more... )

Up at CMU, enjoying my nice little vacation from reality. I have pretty much done nothing but sit on my ass and watch tv. I have been enjoy my time with Artisha. Tonight we and all her friends are heading to the Pub(Mt. Pleasant Bar). Should be interesting. I am not much of a dancer, unless I get the right stuff in me. We'll see how good of a time ( Read more... )

I am out for the week, I am chillin up in Mt. Pleasant at CMU with Artisha. I am having a pretty good time, not too much to do but relax. I don't mind it one bit. I have been thinking about what kind of car I want to buy. I have no idea. I want a BMW but I don't want to spend an awful lot on one. I am thinking four grand would be ideal. Keep your ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder what I am doing in my life, where I am going. I wonder why I feel the way I do sometimes. It is coming all clear to me how I want to live in my life. I want to have a good time and be a very responsible person. I want a awesome career and not have to worry about money. I want a great wife, and great children. This seems so crazy ( Read more... )