work is so stressful and tiring. work is so busy and never ending. work is what we do when were not sleeping, doing drugs, drinking beer, playing with the dogs. making art is work, just as hard as anything. work is never ending ( Read more... )

ps-

im starting work on a documentary.

my deadline for shooting everything is the end of june.

things are fucked up and crazy and im so busy. this project is going to make my life harder and turn it into hell.

m. and i saw v for vendetta last night. i was totally bored out of my skull and disappointed it ( Read more... )

i went to dinner at r. and c.'s house with m. i guess you could call that a double date. i felt real gay and real grown up. l. came over and helped me drink all the bottles of wine i brought. c's not drinking right now because of antibiotics, m and r both drank mixed vodka drinks. l. and i drank about three bottles of wine together ( Read more... )

life at it's best... is utterly disappointing. everything will spiral, everything will change, everything is everything.

im so tired of all this terrible, i really wish it would stop fucking raining. my heart is sad.

i wish i could be with you right now... and you, and you, and you.

the show was fucking amazing. lots of great feedback, lots of cool compliments. we sold all the cds we brought. i wish i would've saved one because i took so much time to print the sleeves for them. i made really awesome jackets out of velum (sp?) envelopes with a beautiful print of a bird on a fences surrounded by lilacs that i drew. it was ( Read more... )

slightly worried about hagg. the booker emailed us a long time ago and said we were in and now with bands being posted are names are no where to be found- did some crazy emailing today- hopefully thing pan out and come together. this could be a dream come true. fuck- keep yr fingers crossed ( Read more... )

jesus christ, what the hell is going on in my life? who would have ever thought. funny that.

when asked from now on, i will simply respond ( Read more... )

asobi sexsu is playing tonight and i would like to try and see them play. jj said he'd pay for me if i pay him back- but what about drinks i ask you! what about drinks ( Read more... )