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okay well i haven't updated in ages, mostly due to not all that much happening. basically i've been working and drinking... a lot. there have been a lot of fun parties rescently which always make for a good time. considering i'm at my daddy's office right now i can't post any pictures right now but i will when i get home. they have been a lot of fun for everyone involved. also went to a lot of blue claws games which are always a blast but even more so now because i'm 21 so i can booze before, after, and during the games. i still haven't had a sober day since a bit before new years. which i'm not bragging about, just stating it. if you want to see what the early stages of alcoholism look like just hang out with me every now and again...
well work has been kind of shitty the only bright side is that i shouldn't be working there all that much longer. i'm going back to insurance school to sit in on some classes to refresh myself(considering i haven't thought about insurance in almost a year now) then i'm gonna take my state exam... again, and pass it. then back to work for daddy and should be making some sick bank. right now i'm in a financial rut which is shitty. and no all my money isn't going to beer. a small portion of it does but that is so i can relax and forget about where the fuck the big portion of my paychecks are going.
the other day i went up north to visit my grandma with my brother. we had fun just hanging out with her because she is one of the coolest people of all time. then we visited my other grandma who convinently lives down the block from my other grandma. my uncle tony was there and i felt like shit cause he looks like shit. basically i was looking at a dying man, at the ripe old age of 43 years old. fortyfuckingthree!!!!!! 4 years younger than my dad!!!! its ridiculous, he hasn't even gotten old yet, for christ's sake he didn't even live long enough to have a mid-life crisis yet. and it makes it even better that everyone around him aside from me and my brother and my cousins are already acting like he's dead even when he's sitting right there. i mean i know he's made some bad choices in life, like drugs and so on, but overall he's a good guy, and even if he wasn't a good guy who really deserves this? killers atleast get executed quickly and quietly. he has to suffer. its just shitty. his last chemo session was yesturday which is good i suppose, except for the fact that there is no cure for the cancer that he has so the chemo slows it down a bit but nothing more, there is no such thing as a remission for him.
every other aspect of my life right now is either going okay or shitty, nothing better than okay. i don't feel like getting into it right now nor do i have the time to get into it, but everthing else is kinda crappy. i feel like shit all the time. but thats for another entry.
well thats all i have to post for right now. i will leave you with one picture for now of kim at a blue claws game after getting in a fight with a funnel cake. you can decide who won. my vote is the funnel cake
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